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hey so i was planing on being in bed by now but the lure of the net is to strong. i have my psyc exam is tomorrow should be good haven't been up to all that much lately studying, procrastinating instead of studying and drinking lot of caffeine in the form of lift plus, demon ,coke and last but not leased coffee.
In other news 2 of my ex boyfriends have been in contact with me. Lee is texting me again so is over his i hate you stage this lasted about 5 days he is now being very nice and telling me he miss's me i must not fall for his complements cos i don't want to hurt him again he is a nice guy but not really right for me but know matter what i do to him he keeps telling me he loves me i wish he would hate me then i would feel a little less guilty.
Cory texted me and told me he missed me this was very confusing and on top of his current problems i don't know what to think. i miss him lots 2 and want to be with him i told him this but got no response.
i am beginning to sound like one of those girls that is boy crazy and is always complaining , maybe i am one. I think i should become a Buddhist and become celibate would be easier
P.S. if this post made no sense its because it is missing lots of info that some of you will know sorry for those that dont if you want to know every thing and are someone i know in real life ask me about it but be warned you will need a lot of time to spare.
love ya all
blaze
In other news 2 of my ex boyfriends have been in contact with me. Lee is texting me again so is over his i hate you stage this lasted about 5 days he is now being very nice and telling me he miss's me i must not fall for his complements cos i don't want to hurt him again he is a nice guy but not really right for me but know matter what i do to him he keeps telling me he loves me i wish he would hate me then i would feel a little less guilty.
Cory texted me and told me he missed me this was very confusing and on top of his current problems i don't know what to think. i miss him lots 2 and want to be with him i told him this but got no response.
i am beginning to sound like one of those girls that is boy crazy and is always complaining , maybe i am one. I think i should become a Buddhist and become celibate would be easier
P.S. if this post made no sense its because it is missing lots of info that some of you will know sorry for those that dont if you want to know every thing and are someone i know in real life ask me about it but be warned you will need a lot of time to spare.
love ya all
blaze