"I'm just learning how to smile, that's not easy to do."
^If you've NEVER heard "Learning How to Smile" by Everclear, you don't know what you're missing. Play it in your car, it's like a music video of your life waiting to happen.
I missed THREE days(5th, 7th, 9th) of updates... MAN new habits are hard to keep. That's why ya'll are getting this very special January 10th Masterpiece. Regular updates return tomorrow, but in the meantime...
I've been way out of sorts this new year so far. I've definitely kept to my goals(paying way more attention to my health, and I've returned MOST of the calls I've gotten so far this year) but for some reason, last weekend hit me bad. My schedule got messed up because my body does not want to go to bed at 11 on Friday and Saturday night. So, I stay up Friday till very early in the morning and from there on, my schedule is a mess. Right now, my body wants to sleep from 6 AM until 2 PM. It's amazing how it can get knocked off 5 hours in just a few days(in a perfect world, my schedule would be sleeping 1 until 9 Sunday-Thursday and 12 until 6 Friday and Saturday).
To make a long story short, it's been a strange 4 or 5 days. I've literally done 4 things: work, sleep, Improv(Friday and Monday this past week) and hangout(which hasn't helped my sleep pattern at all). I've stayed away from the computer and haven't really been talkative.
I did come to a realization though. All these financial things I'm worried about, I know I can manage if I either get a real job or a higher paying job than I have now. I was thinking about it today and the truth is I am able to take care of a good deal with my current job(my cell phone bill, my car insurance, even the DVR box we might put downstairs and of course, all the gas and food expenses I rack up). I'm seriously considering looking for a simple step up. Maybe getting a job that pays 4 more dollars per hour, allowing me to move on, improve my financial state and continue to look for an actual job.
Without a doubt, I need a change of scenery. Jandi's has been... fun I guess for 8 months but I can't stay there just hoping I land some miracle. I need to come at this from another angle than just assuming the perfect job will land right in my lap - it aint't gonna happen.
Till tomorrow kids!
I missed THREE days(5th, 7th, 9th) of updates... MAN new habits are hard to keep. That's why ya'll are getting this very special January 10th Masterpiece. Regular updates return tomorrow, but in the meantime...
I've been way out of sorts this new year so far. I've definitely kept to my goals(paying way more attention to my health, and I've returned MOST of the calls I've gotten so far this year) but for some reason, last weekend hit me bad. My schedule got messed up because my body does not want to go to bed at 11 on Friday and Saturday night. So, I stay up Friday till very early in the morning and from there on, my schedule is a mess. Right now, my body wants to sleep from 6 AM until 2 PM. It's amazing how it can get knocked off 5 hours in just a few days(in a perfect world, my schedule would be sleeping 1 until 9 Sunday-Thursday and 12 until 6 Friday and Saturday).
To make a long story short, it's been a strange 4 or 5 days. I've literally done 4 things: work, sleep, Improv(Friday and Monday this past week) and hangout(which hasn't helped my sleep pattern at all). I've stayed away from the computer and haven't really been talkative.
I did come to a realization though. All these financial things I'm worried about, I know I can manage if I either get a real job or a higher paying job than I have now. I was thinking about it today and the truth is I am able to take care of a good deal with my current job(my cell phone bill, my car insurance, even the DVR box we might put downstairs and of course, all the gas and food expenses I rack up). I'm seriously considering looking for a simple step up. Maybe getting a job that pays 4 more dollars per hour, allowing me to move on, improve my financial state and continue to look for an actual job.
Without a doubt, I need a change of scenery. Jandi's has been... fun I guess for 8 months but I can't stay there just hoping I land some miracle. I need to come at this from another angle than just assuming the perfect job will land right in my lap - it aint't gonna happen.
Till tomorrow kids!