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Ok, well i did update yesterday but it didnt seem to post. Dougs computers been having problems for some reason.
So anyways... where to start.
The last i wrote i had said Doug and i were taking a break from each other. During our break James from smokey bones introduced me to his friend named KC. Which is really crazy cause i actually knew KC when i was younger. He hung out with my friends older brother. KC is so fucking hot!!! Hes 24, works as an electrition, is very stable, and has his own place and living comfortably. Well me and him started dating i guess you could say. Started going out to dinner and watching movies and whatever. It took the boy 3dates till he would kiss me.
Note: Everynight since doug took our break i was intirely drunk and wasted every night.
So everything between me and KC were looking up, then valentines day rolled around. I knew right away i wanted to go to slipknot in march no matter what. So the sunday before valentines day doug came by to drop some of my stuff off that i had left at his house from staying with him earlier in the week. I gave him the slipknot tickets as an early valentines gift. He was really happy and gave me a kiss. After he left Julie came by to stay the night so itd be easier on her to go to school the next morning since she lives in white county. That morning after she left for school, doug came by and picked me up.
So since last Monday till now i have been at his house and not once been home.
I lost my job that monday morning for not showing up for my shift that i didnt even know i had till i was already late from them changing the schedule. So doug was pissed at them for that and his friend eric bridges and 4 of his gay friends came over that week and chilled wit doug, They told us bout a company they work for called NCI. He told us they were hiring and they start out at $10 and hour or more depending on experience. So doug and i went over there yesterday and filled out applications and i got 2 interviews. the lady at the front told doug he should come back on Wed. dressed nicer, and i should as well for my final interview. So doug and i went to the mall and he bought both of us cloths for work. Earlier that week Austin had been calling me alot. Austin is one of dougs bestfriends. Austin was hittin on me alot and trying to get me to do shit with him. So i told doug about it, and sometime that week austin came over and doug pulled him up stairs and talked to him about how it was disrespectful and it wasnt cool to hit on another brothers woman. Midnight rolled around that night and doug asked where he was taked austin and austin told him it was to late for him to go anywhere...so he kinda invited himself to stay the night. I could tell it slightly bothered doug only cause austin didnt really ask, it was just how he invited himself. We also went and saw hide and go seek this past week with lauren, his sister. The movie was really gay!!!!!
Well while all this has been going on with me and doug...i kinda pushed KC to the side. And he wasnt happy. In fact...he was pissed. He also had every right to be. It was disrespectful of me! Me and him talked alot..and he knows iv been with doug and staying at his house. Me and him talked alot though, about how he thinks he can make me happy and hed be happy with me as well and he really thinks that it would work between me and him. And told me that wed keep talkin and chilling and whenever shit hits the fan with me and doug again hed be there to pick the pieces up for me and hed show me how i shoulda went with him instead. His exact words were from vanilla ice :Drop the zero and get with the hero:
That is kinda a gay phrase but whatever. Things this time kinda seem to be a little different , like even brad, dougs room mate seems to think hes acting differently in a good way towards me. He just seems to be paying me more attention and treating me more as a girlfriend then a friend instead. But its still early to decide that.
In 3 more days it will be me and dougs 6mo anniversary. And im sure he doesnt know that either...guys never know that type of shit for some reason!
So since i have lost my job...all i have is $150 and my rent is due this friday....and i was telling doug that...and he said hed take care of it for me..that id just have to pay him back later when i get a job.
Dougs leaving here on march 3 and will be gone till the 15th. Long time... :( But he told me i could stay here while he goese to mexico to visit his mom. Then im leaving on the 25th till the 27th i think it is for my sisters baby shower in florida. I cant wait to get down there and get some sun.
Well god damn it, my gynocologist just called me and i have to go back in to the doctors office again next month to get a follow up to make sure no more appearing cancer cells hace come back. DAMN MY BODY!!
well im off for now..im hangin out with kimberly and brad for awhile and waitin on doug to call me back and tell me the deal with his dad. i think were suppose to go have a family dinner with him here real soon again.
Ashes
So anyways... where to start.
The last i wrote i had said Doug and i were taking a break from each other. During our break James from smokey bones introduced me to his friend named KC. Which is really crazy cause i actually knew KC when i was younger. He hung out with my friends older brother. KC is so fucking hot!!! Hes 24, works as an electrition, is very stable, and has his own place and living comfortably. Well me and him started dating i guess you could say. Started going out to dinner and watching movies and whatever. It took the boy 3dates till he would kiss me.
Note: Everynight since doug took our break i was intirely drunk and wasted every night.
So everything between me and KC were looking up, then valentines day rolled around. I knew right away i wanted to go to slipknot in march no matter what. So the sunday before valentines day doug came by to drop some of my stuff off that i had left at his house from staying with him earlier in the week. I gave him the slipknot tickets as an early valentines gift. He was really happy and gave me a kiss. After he left Julie came by to stay the night so itd be easier on her to go to school the next morning since she lives in white county. That morning after she left for school, doug came by and picked me up.
So since last Monday till now i have been at his house and not once been home.
I lost my job that monday morning for not showing up for my shift that i didnt even know i had till i was already late from them changing the schedule. So doug was pissed at them for that and his friend eric bridges and 4 of his gay friends came over that week and chilled wit doug, They told us bout a company they work for called NCI. He told us they were hiring and they start out at $10 and hour or more depending on experience. So doug and i went over there yesterday and filled out applications and i got 2 interviews. the lady at the front told doug he should come back on Wed. dressed nicer, and i should as well for my final interview. So doug and i went to the mall and he bought both of us cloths for work. Earlier that week Austin had been calling me alot. Austin is one of dougs bestfriends. Austin was hittin on me alot and trying to get me to do shit with him. So i told doug about it, and sometime that week austin came over and doug pulled him up stairs and talked to him about how it was disrespectful and it wasnt cool to hit on another brothers woman. Midnight rolled around that night and doug asked where he was taked austin and austin told him it was to late for him to go anywhere...so he kinda invited himself to stay the night. I could tell it slightly bothered doug only cause austin didnt really ask, it was just how he invited himself. We also went and saw hide and go seek this past week with lauren, his sister. The movie was really gay!!!!!
Well while all this has been going on with me and doug...i kinda pushed KC to the side. And he wasnt happy. In fact...he was pissed. He also had every right to be. It was disrespectful of me! Me and him talked alot..and he knows iv been with doug and staying at his house. Me and him talked alot though, about how he thinks he can make me happy and hed be happy with me as well and he really thinks that it would work between me and him. And told me that wed keep talkin and chilling and whenever shit hits the fan with me and doug again hed be there to pick the pieces up for me and hed show me how i shoulda went with him instead. His exact words were from vanilla ice :Drop the zero and get with the hero:
That is kinda a gay phrase but whatever. Things this time kinda seem to be a little different , like even brad, dougs room mate seems to think hes acting differently in a good way towards me. He just seems to be paying me more attention and treating me more as a girlfriend then a friend instead. But its still early to decide that.
In 3 more days it will be me and dougs 6mo anniversary. And im sure he doesnt know that either...guys never know that type of shit for some reason!
So since i have lost my job...all i have is $150 and my rent is due this friday....and i was telling doug that...and he said hed take care of it for me..that id just have to pay him back later when i get a job.
Dougs leaving here on march 3 and will be gone till the 15th. Long time... :( But he told me i could stay here while he goese to mexico to visit his mom. Then im leaving on the 25th till the 27th i think it is for my sisters baby shower in florida. I cant wait to get down there and get some sun.
Well god damn it, my gynocologist just called me and i have to go back in to the doctors office again next month to get a follow up to make sure no more appearing cancer cells hace come back. DAMN MY BODY!!
well im off for now..im hangin out with kimberly and brad for awhile and waitin on doug to call me back and tell me the deal with his dad. i think were suppose to go have a family dinner with him here real soon again.
Ashes