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Oct 30, 2004 14:09

Things have been changing with time...

Been looking back to my past lately...relizing how life was so much easier living at home with my mom. Even though it had alot of down falls and issues...

Living on my own with travis as my roommate is hard. Iv never in my life thought id be living with a gay bi-polar guy. I guess it does have its perks though.

We get high everyday...all day...and shroom atleast 3times a week.

My sisters pregnant so iv been gettin her big ass discounts at work to help her along. Im pretty excited to be a part of my sisters and her babys life since i wasnt for my other 2 sisters.

Mikey went to jail yesterday for shop lifting at halloween express....he has a $1500 bond. I seriously dont think hes as lucky as shane and chris. His parents arent going to bail his ass out.

Tommrow is halloween...Joesph and mes 1yr and 6mo anniversiary. Only thing is we broke up 6mo ago.. He still wants me to be with him, but he just doesnt relize id never be happy with someone who broke into my house and beat the shit outta my friend.

Beths suppose to be coming down to visit sometime here real soon. I cant wait to see her....been so long...i still remember the night she called me...she musta done alot research to find my number. Since i really dont talk to people from highschool anymore.... Although lately i have been wondering how everyone has been.

I mean we grow up and move on and we always make new friends....but those friends from high school are still there and you still wonder how their doing and if they made out ok.

Found out last week Brittany and Pat broke up...i thought maybe me and her friendship would go back to the way it was when we grew up together....only problam is, we both dated psycho guys who were best friends and they both abused us and told us what we could and wouldnt do. Now were both... usure of each other... Our friendship will never be the same again..

I ran into Erin Fitz the other night at applebees...i talked to her for a few minutes bout the baby and how tanner was doing. She said they were doing good...but she didnt seem happy...which is a shame....i wish them luck.

My mom called me yesterday crying....its been a little over a year now since she moved to florida..i havent seen her since the week before she moved...whats even more shocking is...i dont even miss her. I mean what kinda daughter am i....i dont even miss my mom in the slightest bit. Everyone tells me that ill work my diffreneces out with her and things will be alright....but it just doesnt seem like thats going to happen.

Well i gotta run....need to get the apartment cleaned up before i leave..

770-355-8252 my cell...

love always,
Ashley
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