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*sigh*
Everything just seems to have reached a peak....im deppressed...and i dont know what i can do to make anything better..
Jeremy called me this morning at 9am from China...god i miss him so much. I havent heard from him in 7mo...we were talkin bout how hes coming back to the US next month and the nights we went to Kennesaw mt and stayed up there to just look at the stars...and talk about anyhing and everything...i cant wait till hes back home...
My mom and Reggie...uh..whole nother story...
I saw Brandon today..i was very happy to see him, something kinda told me something was wronge..something was missing..
I saw Brad a couple times last night...i still have been wantin to sit and talk to him bout things...he said wed chill and hed call me and stuff..who knows when though...
I still havent seen or spoken to Kirk in 6weeks now...iv made all attempts...wrote emails and called..and it all just doesnt do any good...weve known each other are whole lives...and its gone..iv lost something to me that no one will ever beable to understand...
I didnt do a whole lot of anything today...i just mowed the yard and emptied a crawl space in my house..after that i showered and went to jonathans...we hd dinner played mario smash bros and watched beavis and butt-head do america... i then decided to go home...
I got home and Alex and Brenden came over,along with david and jonathan..
Im having Alex stay the night tommrow...Jon thinks shes hot and likes her...so eh..help a friend out.
After that i just sat here and indulgede myself with ice cream...
Taylor actually called me...he said he wanted to hang out...i bet he'll forget tommrow..i havent seen him in 3mo..asswipe
Everything just seems to have reached a peak....im deppressed...and i dont know what i can do to make anything better..
Jeremy called me this morning at 9am from China...god i miss him so much. I havent heard from him in 7mo...we were talkin bout how hes coming back to the US next month and the nights we went to Kennesaw mt and stayed up there to just look at the stars...and talk about anyhing and everything...i cant wait till hes back home...
My mom and Reggie...uh..whole nother story...
I saw Brandon today..i was very happy to see him, something kinda told me something was wronge..something was missing..
I saw Brad a couple times last night...i still have been wantin to sit and talk to him bout things...he said wed chill and hed call me and stuff..who knows when though...
I still havent seen or spoken to Kirk in 6weeks now...iv made all attempts...wrote emails and called..and it all just doesnt do any good...weve known each other are whole lives...and its gone..iv lost something to me that no one will ever beable to understand...
I didnt do a whole lot of anything today...i just mowed the yard and emptied a crawl space in my house..after that i showered and went to jonathans...we hd dinner played mario smash bros and watched beavis and butt-head do america... i then decided to go home...
I got home and Alex and Brenden came over,along with david and jonathan..
Im having Alex stay the night tommrow...Jon thinks shes hot and likes her...so eh..help a friend out.
After that i just sat here and indulgede myself with ice cream...
Taylor actually called me...he said he wanted to hang out...i bet he'll forget tommrow..i havent seen him in 3mo..asswipe