Sadness
Im realy depressed. I thought my best friend told me everything. But I was wrong. I understand that everyone has their things that they dont talk about, but I thought we were realy open. I was reading some of her journals and found out in on of them (the last one I was abel to read) that shes moveing with her dad to ILL. I guess its mostly because of her perental units but.......... Ill miss her. Without her here im like a different person,like the smileing and crying faces of the theyter. Without one, the other just isent the same. Ever. I couldent even imagine what life would be like if I had never met her. Id be normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Parish the thought. I just wish she had told me.