DANM THE WORLD

Feb 02, 2005 21:17

Its officail. my life has ended. I know lyd hates reading Rennes thing and always getting horridly depressiong stuff so i try not to do the same but this is it. Im upset so here we go...

trombone_goddess77: Hi!
Lydia : HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
trombone_goddess77: hi there
trombone_goddess77: i have a bone to pick with you
Lydia : ok
trombone_goddess77: remember when we were dancing at homecomming
Lydia : ok
trombone_goddess77: do you remember if you hollared something out that might have embarassed me
trombone_goddess77: at all
Lydia : no
trombone_goddess77: well i do...
Lydia : ok
trombone_goddess77: it was the simple frase "Kendra dates guys in her sleep!"
trombone_goddess77: remember yet
Lydia : no, I didn't say anything like that
trombone_goddess77: you know how i have a good memory for things like that
trombone_goddess77: i could have killed you then
Lydia : well, I never said anything like that
Lydia : I would never say something like that
Lydia : especially because I know how sensitive you are about that
Lydia : is this about Goku (spelling)
trombone_goddess77: well im sorry lyd but you did, i ve been meaning to talk to you about that ever sense. Why do you think i was so quiet on the ride home
Lydia : no, I didn't say that because I would NEVER say anything in relation to that
trombone_goddess77: whatever...new subject
Lydia : Kendra.... no
Lydia : why would I say something like that?
trombone_goddess77: i dont know i just know you did... Why would i make this crap up! Im a drama queen and an attention whore but i would NEVER make something like that up
Lydia : maybe you misheard me, but I wouldn't say something like that
trombone_goddess77: whatever, im sorry i brought it up
Lydia : no, that hurts
Lydia : that you actually think I would say something like that
trombone_goddess77: DANM! here we are..Youre about to leave and im picking a fight over something stupid
trombone_goddess77: GOD! im not thinking anything
trombone_goddess77: its not like i heard it from someone who heard it from someone
Lydia : no, I just know I didn't say that
trombone_goddess77: well maybe you meant it like i only date guys in my dreams, like no one there was good enough for my standards or something
trombone_goddess77: i dont know
Lydia : uhhhh, no
trombone_goddess77: ............
Lydia : I am SURE you misunderstood me
trombone_goddess77: i must have
trombone_goddess77: its just been eating at me eversense
Lydia : it was loud in there and I could have said anthing and you misunderstood, but I know I would never say anything that mean
trombone_goddess77: well what could you have been saying that sounded even remotly like that even with the blareing music
Lydia : I don't know, but I KNOW that I didn't say anything like that. if you don't believe me, that's fine cuz I know the truth
trombone_goddess77: now your getting me to doutb myself
trombone_goddess77: GOD THIS BITES
trombone_goddess77: I WISH I HAD SAID SOMETHING THEN!
trombone_goddess77: THEN WE WOULDNT BE HAVING THIS CONVERSATION AND YOU WOULDNT BE MAD AT ME
trombone_goddess77: I
Lydia : it isn't that I am mad, it is just not like you to think I would say something that mean about you and make such a big deal about it when you don't know if that is what I said
trombone_goddess77: ok heres the deal.....I know that you said it. i do. its there in my memory bank. Its there and i will never forget it. the reason i brought it up is because i want to know what you meant. if you dont remember saying it. but i know you said it. there is no doutb in my mind about that. please believe me on that. i know you didnt mean anyting mean by it. i....................i dont know anymore
Lydia : were we in the gym?
trombone_goddess77: yep
Lydia : do you think you might have misunderstood me and thought I said that?
trombone_goddess77: Lyd for the last time, i heard you, i saw your lips move. you said it
trombone_goddess77: if you dont remember just say so
Lydia : ok, whatever, but I know that if I said that, it wasn't anything like you took it to be
trombone_goddess77: ok
trombone_goddess77: there
trombone_goddess77: thank you, i dont know about you but i feel a lot better
Lydia : no
Lydia : I don't feel better
trombone_goddess77: well that makes two cause i was lieing
trombone_goddess77: im sorry
Lydia : you lied about the whole thing?
trombone_goddess77: no about feeling better
Lydia : o i c
Lydia : yeah, I feel bad
Lydia : not because I said that... because I don't remember. but I feel bad because you thought that I would MEAN something like that
trombone_goddess77: it was a bad night for me ok
Lydia : why, because no guy asked you to dance?
Lydia : brb
trombone_goddess77: no no no no no, its nothing like that. you know how i hate the fact that youre leaving. i know its far worse for you but still its killing me
Lydia : Kendra, we are doing no good by arguing over this because OBVIOUSLY I don't remember that those words came out of my mouth
trombone_goddess77: well thats a ner factor
trombone_goddess77: Come here you. Come on. Closer. Closer.
Lydia : my speakers are off
trombone_goddess77: DANM!
Lydia : too bad you can't spell
trombone_goddess77: bite me dictionary bitchh
Lydia : FYI: started the period thingy today
trombone_goddess77: lol
trombone_goddess77: thanks, thats the last thing i need over my shoulder right now! DANM MOTHERNATURE AND DANM BON BONS!
Lydia : haha
trombone_goddess77: so are we ok now
trombone_goddess77:
Lydia : maybe
trombone_goddess77: ?????
Lydia : I guess
trombone_goddess77: are you being sarcastic?????
Lydia : no
trombone_goddess77: ok, let me get this stright.................tell me stright up why your not ok
Lydia : uhhh, I don't feel good and you drop this bomb on me that I said something that I dont remember saying and we are arguing and I am moving and ojdsbfvlwkdh poiqueyr87yh q3pciufh svjsfvuh ;qieuprhgpo8iyh4 35;kjndflkjh AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
trombone_goddess77: believe it or not i feel the same!
Lydia : and I can't scream cuz my head hurts
trombone_goddess77: the only reason i brought this up in the first place is because i just wanted to ask what you meant by it! to clear my head of that stupid sentence! I AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
trombone_goddess77: do you have any idea what goes on inside my head
trombone_goddess77: im constantly contradicting everything i say/do/eay/think/dont do
trombone_goddess77: EVERYTHING
trombone_goddess77: YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON THAT I CAN GO TO F0R STRIGHT UP NO BULLSHIT BEATING AROUND THE BUSH CRAP
Lydia : yeah, I know
Lydia : and I said exactly what I know
trombone_goddess77: I TELL YOU EVERYTHING AND FOR ONE SECOND THAT WAS SHATTERED BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU SAID AND WHAT I STUPIDLY THOUGHT YOU MEANT BY IT
trombone_goddess77: MY MIND IS A HELL AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT. and now youre leaving, i know we dont see eachother that oftin anyway but it still wont be the same
Lydia : yeah, I know
trombone_goddess77: GOD this sucks
Lydia : how do you think I feel
Lydia : don't answer that
trombone_goddess77: i know how you feel, im a military bratt remember thqt
trombone_goddess77: that*
trombone_goddess77: been there done that, and believe me its harder to understand why you have to leave all your friends behind when youre in preschool, it still hurts, i know
trombone_goddess77: ok, were both going though a living MOTHER FUCKING HELL
trombone_goddess77: agreed
Lydia : yes, agreed
trombone_goddess77: cool
trombone_goddess77: so, how are we now
Lydia : ok
Lydia : I have to go soon though
trombone_goddess77: same here and by the way i was crying a little bit ago but me being the self centered bitch i was a second ago helped me a bie
trombone_goddess77: bit*
Lydia : good, you need to cry
trombone_goddess77: why do you say that
Lydia : I don't know
Lydia : if you let it build up, it will just be worse
Lydia : hey, I gotta go
Lydia : I will call you tomorrow
trombone_goddess77: ok, im sorry i have horrid hearing and even worse sight
Lydia : ok
trombone_goddess77: talk to you tomarrow
Lydia : ttyl
Lydia : PINEAPPLE
Lydia : EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Lydia : BYE
trombone_goddess77: miss you already
trombone_goddess77: PINEAPPLE
trombone_goddess77: EEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
trombone_goddess77: BYE

and there you have it, the first true lydian argument
the frist and deffinately not the last
of curse not were only 14/15

Peace out
Band Nerds Rule
But the Lydians will live forever

And by the way Lyd, if you are ever reading this wether you are in Mississippi or still in Ohio. (Im about to cry) i love you man! and thats no exageration. I dont care what the blood tests say, youre still my sister. Always have been and always will be. No matter how jelous i am of your beauty or how envious i am of your ability to clear a room on a empty stomache {if you know what i mean} im always gonna be here for you. Sorry about the stupididy just now. (the Above message)

Love ya Wild Child!
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