What is bothering me...
I am normally I hyper guy. Always happy and goofing off. But lately I haven't been myself. I seem alright on the outside, but on the inside I am confused and hurting.
There is this special someone I know. We like to talk and RP together. But lately I feel lost when I am not talking to her. I want more, I want to be near her; to actually talk face-to-face. But I know it can't be so. Alas, I have an almost desire for her presence. I need her around me. She makes me feel happy.
Another thing. Lately my group, the Marauders, has been falling apart. We are always fighting and arguing over the stupidist things. I can't stand it anymore. The pain I go through, each time there is a fight it deepens the whole inside of me. I have wanted many times to leave the group to stop all of the pain, but I can't leave the thing which keeps me on here, my desire and strength.
There is this special someone I know. We like to talk and RP together. But lately I feel lost when I am not talking to her. I want more, I want to be near her; to actually talk face-to-face. But I know it can't be so. Alas, I have an almost desire for her presence. I need her around me. She makes me feel happy.
Another thing. Lately my group, the Marauders, has been falling apart. We are always fighting and arguing over the stupidist things. I can't stand it anymore. The pain I go through, each time there is a fight it deepens the whole inside of me. I have wanted many times to leave the group to stop all of the pain, but I can't leave the thing which keeps me on here, my desire and strength.