Feb 18, 2005 21:42
Sometimes I wonder if people think about what makes me work, ya know? Like what is going on in that mind of his sorta shit. Well here's an insight...
Tuesday after leavin' my friends...the weather settled into a fimilar tone...the smell of the outdoor air really rang a bell...the drive down Saginaw...it was 3am....the ora in the air...took me back to a yesterday when things were different...I'd be on my way back to the apartment at that time...one year ago...from Andrea's...it killed me a bit inside to think about it...but other demons caught up with me...next few nights were horrible...all the emotion in my head just was pouring out...i talked with Kristen two nights and on the final night i was on the verge of an emotional breakdown...i avoided it for the most part thanks to Kristen...who came up with a valid issue
We discussed about my past a bit...what I did to girls...i want to have a long lasting meaningful relationship...I needed to stop the hump and dump....I thought about it before...and i never stopped....i just kept humpin'...and dumpin'...
Now things are better upstairs and well i've got my eye on a couple...
Baer has a funny story about PA! Talk to him soon! I BAER YOU!!!
Baer and Danny sometimes use an account on my pc when i'm not home...i'm now playing a game with them where i set the password and they have to guess it...its fun :D
Our Lady Peace- 4am...that song makes me trip the fuck out!
Prostitute free for 3days!
Parents...do you want birthcontrol? Just let me date your daughter :D
Someone ask me if i like goth kids...i feel like ranting
Yesterday i had to teach someone on the phone how to add and subtract on a calculator...that was completely brutal.
Well i'm out! Viva ya'll