Aug 18, 2005 00:54
It's been a good month since last we heard from our Hero...lets join him now:
I think I've been feeling so blah because I've been staying up past my bed time. Way past my bed time. I've heard huge changes in sleep patterns are a sign of a shift in your mind or something. This is one of the criteria in depression, or mania, or i think even schizophrenia.
I've also been re-addicted to Age of Empires and thats been contributing to my feeling of underproductivity, but how can you not feel intoxicated with the power of the mongol hoards at your beck and call with one click o' the mouse?
I'm so sick of complaining about my volvo. Actually I'm more sick of having things to complain about. I've settled on an eclipse at this moment and am frantically looking for a good deal on one, I can't find an Integra with the mileage I want. I hope I dont get ripped off when I buy my next car.
So many artists being attracted to Borders.
I'm kinda sick of having superficial relationships with people. The only person I've really felt connected with is Carla. I wonder if I have a complex or two? I want to be psycho analyzed. I want the new religion to define me and tell me im nuts, then I can really have a reason to bitch.
so i want the Tattoo. Maybe I'm being irresponsible and should save the money for the moving out? Maybe the Yin yang is too cheesy? or maybe too big? Ah who cares if i get old with a tattoo. Maybe I'll be the cool grandpa with the wrinkly yin yang when i get older?
passive aggression sucks ass. I'm devoting the next month to weeding any traces out of me so I can then judge other people.
I've been staying up till four and going to work at eleven. I guess I get enough sleep, but the whole day I feel so hurried. Wouldn't it be cool if I got a writing career and became a schizophrenic? I could totally be imortalized in literary fame and people would like me in generations to come! I mean who cares if my brain is broken in the presenet. Fame beyotch! I could probably still get lots of supermodel vagina if im famous at least. I mean I'll have to settle for casual sex with superfine supermodel whores since no regular woman will want to have a regular healthy relationship with a schizo talented writer like me.
Tell me why do people dislike politicians? What characteristics in them make us dislike them (or at least the stereotype of the politician).