Apr 27, 2007 20:20
Behold an e-mail recieved from my mom because the two times she called me i was at work and couldn't answer. Remind you of Alec Baldwin much? Forgive the typos, english isn't her first language.
> Serapha, Fuck your ass, anf forget you ever had a
> mam. I hate you all, and i
> will never forget what you have ever done to me. You
> are a monster of
> selfishness. Concerning yanick and Steven, you tell
> them, that if they ever
> needed a daughter they jusqt had to fuck each other,
> an have theirown. Go to
> hell, with your hypocritical face, and never retun
> into my life. I hate you
> all for all the pain, you have ever brought into my
> life, and you all
> brought it onto yourselves. You are absolute piece
> of shiet and I will hate
> you all forever. Never return to the earth trough my
> womb, You have been the
> agent of the most horrible life I could have ever
> have. You are no family to
> me whatsoever, and I will hate you all until I die.
> I curse your lives
> entirely, and wish for all of you to fucking die.
> and if you never know why,
> you will know, that's what i feel. I reject you
> forever frommy life. You are
> too selfish, and too ungrateful, and forget ful for
> me I have havez enough
> ofg monsters who claim to be family I hate you all
> and pray God Tonever have
> nthing to do with such horrible people for eternity.
> That's how much I hate
> you all .
> And you Serapha go to hell and ficking stay there,
> and never come to disturb
> my Life again. You had a mam. You are pretentious
> and arrogant and fuck all
> the people, who havce been maintinning you in it.
> You are murderers of
> Souls, and God will make you pay, for every shred of
> sorrow, you brought
> into my Life. All I ever had from you all are tears,
> and pain. The only
> person I love is Guy.
> You are not human beings, but hypocritical demons,
> who pay wonderful people
> and I will always hate you, and never wonder why.
> You told me you went to
> Yanick's to be closer to me and see me more. Fucking
> liar you are the most
> horrible dzughter, I could have ever have. Your
> children, and your daughter
> will make you pay for it, like you have shieted on
> me all your life. If I
> die from it, so will you, for you will never be
> spared from such bull shoiet
> and hypochrisy. a the ficking liers, will leave you
> alone one day, and you
> will be alone. They are hypocrites, who are lying to
> you, because they are
> slaves in their souls ans sold to a criminal system,
> ans have sold their
> souls to the devil . The God money. I deeply regret,
> I ever gave birth to
> you for all the sorrow, you have brought inyo my
> life, Emmanuel, grandma
> Abdee, Yanik Stzeven and Pierre Michelle. You are
> all a bunch of mothezr
> fuckers, and I will hate you all until I die, and
> will never forgive anyone
> of you. You are no family.
My response:
you know, you really piss me off with how fucking egocentric you are. did you ever think that i didn't answer your call because i was at fucking work? yeah, i work. and you know what? i go to school too. and you are no one to go off spouting the shit out of your mouth that you do. you have no right to insult yanic and steve for picking up the slack where you dropped the ball. you say you're kicking me out of your life like that's some monumental action it's not. we don't have a life together and the relationship we have sucks ass. so pardon me if i don't cry over your words that are supposed to hurt. they don't. i stopped letting your words affect me a long time ago. all they ever did was hurt. now they just fall on deaf ears. so you want to tell me to fuck off? you go fuck off. giving birth to someone does not give you these all mighty powers and rights you think you have. taking care of them does. you say you only love Guy? well if you loved him so much you should have stayed with him. i wouldn't have been born and your life would be much happier. but oh well, sucks for you that you made a shitty choice, doesn't it? you want to be a bitch? well despite how much i wish i wasn't, i'm your daughter i can be just as bitchy as you. it's in the genes and you taught me well. thanks for the lessons. i was going to take the time today and write you an e-mail and thank you for everything and it was going to be nice. but now that i have read what you have to say i think i'm just going to tell you that i don't care if i never see you again. if i'm a monster you're an even bigger one. you act this role of being an amazing person who's so kind and giving. yeah right. you want everyone to pity you and feel bad. you're a selfish bitch. on some level i am too, but i think i got that from you, and unlike you, i'm not so blinded by the illusion of what i think i am not to see it. i know it, and i know where it came from, and i'm actually working to be a better person. you just want everyone to comply to you. no one will, because no one likes someone who doesn't see their own faults. so go on, keep being a bitch. you will end up alone and no one will care because all you could ever manage to do was be a thorn in their side constantly digging deeper. i'm not a child anymore and i'm not going to just let you talk like this to me and those i love and not say anything back. you want me to fuck off and die and go to hell? you first. and if i'm the worst daughter you ever had, you are the worst mom i could have had, and unlike you wanting to live your life with me, in ever wanted to live with you because i hated it. you made a shitty life for me and that's why i rejected you. you are not my mother. you never have been. if you don't understand why i am the way i am, go look in the fucking mirror. i am the product of your shitty parenting. i'm a bitch because that's what you made me to be. i'm selfish because that's how i had to learn to survive. you only have yourself to thank. and don't you dare insult grandma. she may not have done the best job, but she did a hell of a lot fucking better job than you. she actually cares about me. fuck off bitch.
Hope you enjoyed this episode of when Seph grows a pair. :)