Day 10 report
-Physical rescheduled again. It's a long story, but basically I got lost on the way to the doctor's office (partially due to my not paying attention to which street I was on at a 3-street intersection, partially because there was no crosswalk anywhere near where I needed to go) and ended up getting there late enough for them to just reschedule. So now that's going to be monday at 10-ish, which at first seemed really early before I remembered I'm supposed to be waking up at 9 now.
-Listened to more music today on the way to doctor's office. Didn't seem to listen to stuff much differen than I normally would, though I'm still sort of getting used to having all my music with me and having to choose what to listen to on the fly. It was easier when I just had to keep 1GB of music. I think what I might do is just make a playlist and force myself to keep it to under that, to give myself a specific set of favorite songs to listen to when I get uninspired.
-Had a nice moment today sitting outside of the hospital building waiting to be picked up. I layed down where I was sitting, on my back in the shade, and stared at the sky while listening to my music. I felt a weird sense of peace that I haven't had in a very long time. There was nothing to do, nothing to worry about. There was hardly anyone around, and I didn't care about the people that were. I was comfortable, and outside, and clean, and listening to music, and for a brief moment, not concerned with all the shortcomings of my life. I'm not sure why it happened, but it was quite nice having it, and being able to appreciate it.
-Good day today, I think? Hung out with a friend, missed a doctor's appointment but managed to not have the world end as a result, got to see the new episode of BSG, and I haven't napped all day, so I think I'm tired enough to fall asleep at a reasonable hour. Yay.
-Listened to more music today on the way to doctor's office. Didn't seem to listen to stuff much differen than I normally would, though I'm still sort of getting used to having all my music with me and having to choose what to listen to on the fly. It was easier when I just had to keep 1GB of music. I think what I might do is just make a playlist and force myself to keep it to under that, to give myself a specific set of favorite songs to listen to when I get uninspired.
-Had a nice moment today sitting outside of the hospital building waiting to be picked up. I layed down where I was sitting, on my back in the shade, and stared at the sky while listening to my music. I felt a weird sense of peace that I haven't had in a very long time. There was nothing to do, nothing to worry about. There was hardly anyone around, and I didn't care about the people that were. I was comfortable, and outside, and clean, and listening to music, and for a brief moment, not concerned with all the shortcomings of my life. I'm not sure why it happened, but it was quite nice having it, and being able to appreciate it.
-Good day today, I think? Hung out with a friend, missed a doctor's appointment but managed to not have the world end as a result, got to see the new episode of BSG, and I haven't napped all day, so I think I'm tired enough to fall asleep at a reasonable hour. Yay.