Apr 17, 2005 09:33
friday: ended up being at school WAY longer then expected (high five matt). but its okay because i still had time to return my white sailor shoes for some black ones- had to wait for like 30 minutes, but it was totally worth it.
game night was a bust. i forgot to make an announcement at church last sunday, which is sad because i was at both services and i made several announcements with regards to the rummage sale and the youth. man, i just suck at life.
scotty and i went to dinner; "make yourself a dang quesadilla!" then it was off to the preds game. total awesomeness, how quickly a night can turn around. i was on the look out for the 104.1 boys, didn't see them. i think they were under us, we were in the upper bowl, above the preds bench area. next game night, i'm there!
saturday= work early. worked in pharmacy because a tech didn't show. this was very aggravating seeing how everytime i asked the pharmacist if she had enough techs she would say yes, so b-rad was hired into crew. they DONT have enough techs and the people they had back there (i.e. me) are totally NOT qualified. what a joke.
stopped by lexi's and septimes for a bit. lexi is transferring, bummer. got to see their nephew and run around the pool with him for a bit. crazy kid, yesterday it was FA-REEZING. OH OH and great news, he threw up by the pool. for those of you who are unaware, vomit is the most disgusting thing ever. but he was ok and i was ok. that's right i didn't freak out OR have an anxiety attack.
took scotty shopping, mucho fun. met up with fam for dinner and a movie. FEVER PITCH=movie of my life. sarah and i decided that when this comes out we shall buy it and waste every moment of our lives watching it. you can of course join us. ill keep you up to date on movie times.
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dilemma of the day: is it okay to 1. be attracted to a co-worker? 2. be attracted to someone who is currently 'involved'? 3. hang out with this person, one on one, and take them to one of the most personal places EVER, your church?
yeah, im pretty much doing all those things right now. i don't think any of them are right. so i try not to think about it, then i go to his house and see him playing with his nephew... and i can't help it. i don't think this is what God wants for me anyway. i think i need time away from the 'involved' life. heh. we'll see, right?
i want to be able to leave it all up to God. not that i don't, because duh, face it, one doesn't really have THAT much control over their life. however sometimes i recognize myself trying to take control. i just want to let things happen for once. you cant make yourself be at the right place at the right time.
its time to get ready for church, ill be back tonight.