May 15, 2004 19:44
if u were wondering how i am since my surgery...
i feel HORRIBLE.
here's how it went... i went into the room, and they hooked me up to all these monitors and then stuck a thing in my arm, he said the doctor'd be in in one minute to put me to sleep.. uh then i woke up and couldnt see a damn thing or walk so they dragged me into this room and i sat there feeling nauseous then they had to put an oxygen mask on me and keep me there till i felt better. then on the way home i threw up blood (into a plastic bag).. in the wawa parking lot ... then i came home, and fell asleep and i was bleeding A LOT from my mouth... it wouldn't stop... my mom was scared i was gonna choke on it and die. uh painkillers don't really work i don't think. i still feel the pain. and my cheeks are so puffy. john stopped by today and called me a chipmunk. ive been eating shitty foods.... applesauce, yogurt, ice cream, toast (which i cant even chew, i have to let it dissolve in my mouth) and ive been sleeping a lot. it hurts to swallow and theres this puss stuff coming out of my mouth sometimes. it means im healthing though i guess. healing. not healthing. im too lazy to go fix it. i feel dead. in fact, im in so much pain, i wish iwere dead. everythigns a blur right now. and all i know i dont feel good. and i look bad. my cheeks... i'm so not attractive right now. o wait, i never am.
my heart is pounding. ew. these past 2 days went by so slowly.
oh i threw up 2 times yesterdya, not just 1. then i got anti nasuea meds....... not fun
oww my teeth hurt. never get ur wisdom teeth out. well im going now. come visit if u like.. i highly doubt ill be in school monday. especially if the swelling and pain doesnt go away.
thunderstorms at 7:42 PM, about 20 mins from when headaches go onto play at the carnival. uh ohhhhh. not good. hope everyone goes out and has fun tonight. ill be sitting at home watching tv, sleeping, holding ice packs up to my cheeks and uh not much else. bye.