May 11, 2004 21:13
well. i don't have much of an update for ya. nothing's changed really.
left school at noon today and got a cavity filled- it took 5 mins... haha i didnt go back to school after that, i just went home and rested. i'm really starting to get nervous about friday. visits and presents would be appreciated this weekend!! :) lol. yeah, right... we'll see how many of u love me. ::cries::
heh. it's hot. air conditioning guys are comin tomorrow... then tomorrow night is stevie's band concert... which i DO NOT want to go to, but... i have to. blehhhhh. oh what fun.
i've been sitting home alone (for the most part) all night...... it's nice outside. i wish i had a wrap around porch, a rocking chair, and a nice view. unfortunately, i have a balcony made of concrete and metal bars, and 2 rusty old chairs... and a view of an industrial park. it's nice and cool out... man i wish i was at the beach right now... laying in the sand in the cool darkness. wooooooow great feeling.
if u EVER come to the beach with me.... you will see me TRULY happy. i dont think i'm EVER as happy any other time than when im at the beach. seriously, come. see. :) have funnn.
i miss uuuuuu.
but i really have to think. i'm just so confused about everything. i don't know what i want. uhh yeah... anyway.... i guess that's all i have to say for now. today was BORING and LONG and LONELY. i need some company before friday... or SOMETHIN to calm me down. my nerves are like... going crazy even more every minute that it approaches. i know, its just wisdom teeth, no big deal.. but omg ive heard too many bad stories.
lol. im pathetic.
bye