bad dreams......
last night i had this crazyyyy dream.
i cried in my sleep i think.
okay... it's a long confusing one (kind of) so stick with me.
My mom had a baby girl. (weird, yah..). She was my sister. I always wanted a sister. I loved her sooo much. (REMEMBER: THIS IS A DREAM!!!! LOL) well... i came home from my dad's house and walked into the apartment. No one was home. But i look over in front of my Tv.. and my baby sister is just laying there. i go over to hold her, she's not breathing. She's DEAD!!!!! so i freak out and start crying and i call 911. i totally think my mom killed her. i wait for the ambulance to get there. i call john crying and freaking out. the whole time im sooo scared that my moms gonna come home and know that i saw the dead baby and she's going to kill me too. so i'm hiding from my mom in case she comes home. and i'm still waiting for the ambulance... it never comes.... after an hour... and my mom comes home. SHIIIT. yeahhhh.. she doesn't seem shocked that the baby is dead. or sad. so i really think it's her. but she says she didn't do it. i call 911 again.. there's no answer. why the hell wouldnt 911 come OR answer their phone? i felt helpless. i was so scared. (this is when i was crying in my dream)..sooo my mom and i sit out by the baby, and we notice these huge foot prints by the baby... all of a sudden LENNY comes in from our balcony. he was hiding there the whole time (this is like 2 hrs after i got home).. and i go "it was you!!!! you killed my baby sister!!!!! " and he sits down next to me, puts his arm around me and goes "yep... and it sure as hell was fun!!!!!!!" and i kicked him and punched him.... and he said "hmm i'd like to do that again!!!" and he starts choking me. and so i kick him and bite him and i escape and call 911 again.... still no answer.
and i really dont know how this ended. but yeah.... lenny killed my baby sister. uuhh yeah. BAD DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uh i woke up at 11:30. my cell phone rang..... it was my mom. lol. yeah.
omg.... im sooooo tired. people r coming over for dinner in 2 hours... oh goodie. then im goin home at 6:30.
alright..... update later. bye.
hmm, don't dreams mean something?....wonder what that means
i cried in my sleep i think.
okay... it's a long confusing one (kind of) so stick with me.
My mom had a baby girl. (weird, yah..). She was my sister. I always wanted a sister. I loved her sooo much. (REMEMBER: THIS IS A DREAM!!!! LOL) well... i came home from my dad's house and walked into the apartment. No one was home. But i look over in front of my Tv.. and my baby sister is just laying there. i go over to hold her, she's not breathing. She's DEAD!!!!! so i freak out and start crying and i call 911. i totally think my mom killed her. i wait for the ambulance to get there. i call john crying and freaking out. the whole time im sooo scared that my moms gonna come home and know that i saw the dead baby and she's going to kill me too. so i'm hiding from my mom in case she comes home. and i'm still waiting for the ambulance... it never comes.... after an hour... and my mom comes home. SHIIIT. yeahhhh.. she doesn't seem shocked that the baby is dead. or sad. so i really think it's her. but she says she didn't do it. i call 911 again.. there's no answer. why the hell wouldnt 911 come OR answer their phone? i felt helpless. i was so scared. (this is when i was crying in my dream)..sooo my mom and i sit out by the baby, and we notice these huge foot prints by the baby... all of a sudden LENNY comes in from our balcony. he was hiding there the whole time (this is like 2 hrs after i got home).. and i go "it was you!!!! you killed my baby sister!!!!! " and he sits down next to me, puts his arm around me and goes "yep... and it sure as hell was fun!!!!!!!" and i kicked him and punched him.... and he said "hmm i'd like to do that again!!!" and he starts choking me. and so i kick him and bite him and i escape and call 911 again.... still no answer.
and i really dont know how this ended. but yeah.... lenny killed my baby sister. uuhh yeah. BAD DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uh i woke up at 11:30. my cell phone rang..... it was my mom. lol. yeah.
omg.... im sooooo tired. people r coming over for dinner in 2 hours... oh goodie. then im goin home at 6:30.
alright..... update later. bye.
hmm, don't dreams mean something?....wonder what that means