I have as much rage as you have. i have as much pain as you do. i've lived as much hell as you have.
Well, since thursday night. Felicia and i have been officially broken up.
Everything just kind of ended. i mean every factor that could have ended us, did. i mean, i still love her dont get me wrong, but its just time for us to be ourselves for a little while. i mean who knows, maybe in 2 weeks we'll be back together, and maybe we will stay broken up. i can't really guess that right now. i mean, the other night, i saw her and was heartbroken becuz i missed her so much, and then today when we chilled, it was horrible. we suddenly went at eachothers throats and basically said FUCK YOU to eachother and both drove away.
i was on my home from CCRI *where we fought* and Lauren called me. asked where i was cuz i text messaged her, and then asked me to meet her at Walt's Roast Beef (where she was with her friend Brian).
she saw me pull into the parking lot, when i was on the phone arguing with Felcia, so she came out side. and gave me a hug.
We hung out and talked in the parking lot for almost an hour. then we made plans to chill with Nicole and Brenda tommorow night.
i dont know. i'm really glad Lauren is around. becuz i prolly would have freaked out by now.
we get along better (as of now) then felicia and i have in like 2 months. UGH!!!!
Everything just kind of ended. i mean every factor that could have ended us, did. i mean, i still love her dont get me wrong, but its just time for us to be ourselves for a little while. i mean who knows, maybe in 2 weeks we'll be back together, and maybe we will stay broken up. i can't really guess that right now. i mean, the other night, i saw her and was heartbroken becuz i missed her so much, and then today when we chilled, it was horrible. we suddenly went at eachothers throats and basically said FUCK YOU to eachother and both drove away.
i was on my home from CCRI *where we fought* and Lauren called me. asked where i was cuz i text messaged her, and then asked me to meet her at Walt's Roast Beef (where she was with her friend Brian).
she saw me pull into the parking lot, when i was on the phone arguing with Felcia, so she came out side. and gave me a hug.
We hung out and talked in the parking lot for almost an hour. then we made plans to chill with Nicole and Brenda tommorow night.
i dont know. i'm really glad Lauren is around. becuz i prolly would have freaked out by now.
we get along better (as of now) then felicia and i have in like 2 months. UGH!!!!