*blows raspberries*
Saturday. i'm bored. i'm tired. and Felicia isn't gonna be here for another HOUR. *puke*
So, things have been really hectic, what with starting my other job, and trying to make time for a life in between. i feel SOOOOO wretched, i had to cancel on Marissa AGAIN last week. i had my orientation @ Olives @ 4pm, and it takes me 30mins. to get there. and she had to work @ 6pm. so it would have been mostly futile for us to chill before hand.
she is leaving, and i feel like a complete asshole. i promised her we would hang out more this summer becuz she is gonna be in Philly. Like, i think i've turned into someone that she is totally not gonna miss. and i really can TOTALLY understand why.
Things with Felicia and i have been decent. except when she pushed me and screamed at me on thursday. she got all pissed off about me trying to HELP her fix her shirt, becuz she felt really self concious, so she spazzed!... like pushed me and screamed "just fucking STOP"... omg. i was THOROUGHLY PISSED... like, the 2 times i've slapped her in the face for (belting me REALLY hard on the ass) and the second was becuz i'd found out she was lying to me for like 2 months about something).... but when i did that, she never let me live it down and whatever... but she pushes me, and wondered WHY i got pissed...
Today marks the one year anniversary, since my great grandmother died... not a good day. Rest eternally in peace VaVour. --------------------------------------
So i dont think Karine and i are friends anymore... things have become so horrible with us. like EVERYTIME we talk.. one of us starts a fight (in-advertently) and then the next time we talk. things suck. i dont know... i'm kinda sad about it... i really really miss her... she was a good buddy...
Well, i've droned on for long enough... i'll talk to you all soon...
*~* Clara Rose Carey*~*
September 13, 1904- August 2, 2002
R*I*P
So, things have been really hectic, what with starting my other job, and trying to make time for a life in between. i feel SOOOOO wretched, i had to cancel on Marissa AGAIN last week. i had my orientation @ Olives @ 4pm, and it takes me 30mins. to get there. and she had to work @ 6pm. so it would have been mostly futile for us to chill before hand.
she is leaving, and i feel like a complete asshole. i promised her we would hang out more this summer becuz she is gonna be in Philly. Like, i think i've turned into someone that she is totally not gonna miss. and i really can TOTALLY understand why.
Things with Felicia and i have been decent. except when she pushed me and screamed at me on thursday. she got all pissed off about me trying to HELP her fix her shirt, becuz she felt really self concious, so she spazzed!... like pushed me and screamed "just fucking STOP"... omg. i was THOROUGHLY PISSED... like, the 2 times i've slapped her in the face for (belting me REALLY hard on the ass) and the second was becuz i'd found out she was lying to me for like 2 months about something).... but when i did that, she never let me live it down and whatever... but she pushes me, and wondered WHY i got pissed...
Today marks the one year anniversary, since my great grandmother died... not a good day. Rest eternally in peace VaVour. --------------------------------------
So i dont think Karine and i are friends anymore... things have become so horrible with us. like EVERYTIME we talk.. one of us starts a fight (in-advertently) and then the next time we talk. things suck. i dont know... i'm kinda sad about it... i really really miss her... she was a good buddy...
Well, i've droned on for long enough... i'll talk to you all soon...
*~* Clara Rose Carey*~*
September 13, 1904- August 2, 2002
R*I*P