I'm putting my foot down :)
In honor of my baby being in New Jersey for a month the only locked posts I'll be making will be about work since there's confidentiality stuff I'd rather not get in trouble for. Otherwise I want him to know what's going on in his muffin's life.
Well, today was very hard. We had to get up super early so I could take him to the tile shop and say goodbye. I love him so much and after he got into his boss's truck I sat in his SUV and cried. We've never been apart for longer than a week so bear with me because this is going to be so hard.
Kel leaves Saturday for Duluth. Kat leaves Sunday for England. I'm serious when I say that this is going to be a test of my friends. There are a lot of people in my life that I really like but that I put too much effort into contacting when they either never return my calls or stand me up all the time. This is your get out of jail free card. If I call you and you want nothing to do with me, tell me and I will delete your number no questions asked. In this time when my boyfriend, brother and best friend are going to be away for so long I want the support of people who are my friends. I make a lot of calls and get a minimal amount of call backs so this is also me saying I try my best but there's only so much I can do.
It's hard to put a tone on typing so I'll just say that was supposed to sound sad and hurt not mean and standoffish. I've said the same thing today to two people and each time I was quiet and not yelly or sweary. I just feel I'm too old to be dealing with this crap right now.
That aside I got a call from Kathy today. I'd called her 2 weeks ago and she called me apologizing profusely for not returning the call. No matter how much i said no big deal she kept on. I don't mind. We're getting together next week. I'm quite excited. James Trois also called to thank me for my friendship and to give me an update in his life. He's a great guy who lets life walk all over him. A lot. These two people don't read my LJ, BTW. They must have sensed a disturbance in the Force.
Tony moved back home. I'm so proud of him. He's been in an emotionally abusive relationship for about 10 years and I've been pushing him to live for himself for many years and he finally broke out of it and moved back home. I'm so proud of him and while I know we'll probably never have the friendship we had in high school, he's one of my most important friends and I'd like to get it somewhere close. He's a sweet and gentle spirit.
Kim and James wandered into my HT today. That was strange. It was a great treat, though :)
I miss fuckk a bunch. I should call her.
Katy was eliminated from Project Runway. I'm very angry and don't think I'll watch the rest of the season. I should email her and see when she'll be in town next. Maybe I'll team up with eengah to treat her to dinner or something. That girl with the slutty outfit or the guy who didn't even do a dog outfit should have been booted. Lame.
Tomorrow I work until 5 and then i get to cash my checks. Pay bills, get shampoo and toothpaste, buy gas. I'll be living the dream!
I'd better go to bed. I'm tired and crabby.
Love you all!
Well, today was very hard. We had to get up super early so I could take him to the tile shop and say goodbye. I love him so much and after he got into his boss's truck I sat in his SUV and cried. We've never been apart for longer than a week so bear with me because this is going to be so hard.
Kel leaves Saturday for Duluth. Kat leaves Sunday for England. I'm serious when I say that this is going to be a test of my friends. There are a lot of people in my life that I really like but that I put too much effort into contacting when they either never return my calls or stand me up all the time. This is your get out of jail free card. If I call you and you want nothing to do with me, tell me and I will delete your number no questions asked. In this time when my boyfriend, brother and best friend are going to be away for so long I want the support of people who are my friends. I make a lot of calls and get a minimal amount of call backs so this is also me saying I try my best but there's only so much I can do.
It's hard to put a tone on typing so I'll just say that was supposed to sound sad and hurt not mean and standoffish. I've said the same thing today to two people and each time I was quiet and not yelly or sweary. I just feel I'm too old to be dealing with this crap right now.
That aside I got a call from Kathy today. I'd called her 2 weeks ago and she called me apologizing profusely for not returning the call. No matter how much i said no big deal she kept on. I don't mind. We're getting together next week. I'm quite excited. James Trois also called to thank me for my friendship and to give me an update in his life. He's a great guy who lets life walk all over him. A lot. These two people don't read my LJ, BTW. They must have sensed a disturbance in the Force.
Tony moved back home. I'm so proud of him. He's been in an emotionally abusive relationship for about 10 years and I've been pushing him to live for himself for many years and he finally broke out of it and moved back home. I'm so proud of him and while I know we'll probably never have the friendship we had in high school, he's one of my most important friends and I'd like to get it somewhere close. He's a sweet and gentle spirit.
Kim and James wandered into my HT today. That was strange. It was a great treat, though :)
I miss fuckk a bunch. I should call her.
Katy was eliminated from Project Runway. I'm very angry and don't think I'll watch the rest of the season. I should email her and see when she'll be in town next. Maybe I'll team up with eengah to treat her to dinner or something. That girl with the slutty outfit or the guy who didn't even do a dog outfit should have been booted. Lame.
Tomorrow I work until 5 and then i get to cash my checks. Pay bills, get shampoo and toothpaste, buy gas. I'll be living the dream!
I'd better go to bed. I'm tired and crabby.
Love you all!