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[blasphemina]

I'm really sad today. Still a bit sad from yesterday. No real reason, really. Wanderlust, conflicted feelings of whether I'm a good person (this has been an ongoing trend for about a year now), feeling like I don't contribute enough to my household and relationship. They aren't really big things, they are just constant things. Honestly, this kind of feeling tends to well up when I am not working. I figured maybe I'd take the last few days to not work, take a rest you know, and in the long run I don't really think it was a good idea. Looks like it's back to work for me or I'll be a useless pile of crying and moping. Don't want any of that do we?

Wish I was here: