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Its been awhile since i last wrote in here. The last time I wrote in here my dad had died of lung cancer. I can deal with it better these days,until I see a photo of him ,than I get all sad.
I do miss this other person.I pray he gets well soon. He means alot to me that I can't express. Or just maybe its not worth expressing when someone not showing it back .
How can you give any part of yourself to someone ,and not get it back in return,or they don't say anything? Its just like talking to a wall. That's like a slap in the face to you and you don't realize it . That's what that is,plain and simple. Since that has happened to me recently. I don't particularly express myself at all, I don't see the point. I have pretty much shut myself down in my emotions. Like a robot. I know that is not good to do so,but what else to do? Yes I need healing in my emotions,and my well being. I will never let another soul,put me in a position where I'm trapped .
I do miss this other person.I pray he gets well soon. He means alot to me that I can't express. Or just maybe its not worth expressing when someone not showing it back .
How can you give any part of yourself to someone ,and not get it back in return,or they don't say anything? Its just like talking to a wall. That's like a slap in the face to you and you don't realize it . That's what that is,plain and simple. Since that has happened to me recently. I don't particularly express myself at all, I don't see the point. I have pretty much shut myself down in my emotions. Like a robot. I know that is not good to do so,but what else to do? Yes I need healing in my emotions,and my well being. I will never let another soul,put me in a position where I'm trapped .