Someone close to me has died and you are gone
Are you trying to break my heart for some unforseen reason or is this unintentional?
This is stupid. I'm done. This isn't about the people who were there for me through all this, this is about the surprising number one that wasn't. My best friend abandoned me, my heart was already broken from the loss of a loved one and now I've lost my way home because you left the light out. Maybe home just left all together I don't know anymore. It's pathetic how I cannot directly confront you because I don't know who is in the right or wrong or whatever way anymore. We've both let eachother down so much, is it worth it to go on pretending it's ok... I'm hurt and will probably just run because is there anything left to stay for?
This is stupid. I'm done. This isn't about the people who were there for me through all this, this is about the surprising number one that wasn't. My best friend abandoned me, my heart was already broken from the loss of a loved one and now I've lost my way home because you left the light out. Maybe home just left all together I don't know anymore. It's pathetic how I cannot directly confront you because I don't know who is in the right or wrong or whatever way anymore. We've both let eachother down so much, is it worth it to go on pretending it's ok... I'm hurt and will probably just run because is there anything left to stay for?