mom dream

[blasfemmey]

this morning, rochelle woke me up at around 3am. she said i had been talking and wailing and talking in my sleep. i guess she heard what i was dreaming. i was telling my mom i was gonna come see her. she had finally answered the phone from her hospital bed, and told me she was sick again, that "it" was in her throat and they needed to shave it off

Comments

[southern_femme]

You are one of the very few people I know I can truly share my feelings about my mom... and it just be okay. I don't have to explain or excuse... it just is. I never tire of reading your thoughts. It is helpful for me while I am still griving.

Love,
S.

[hhholiday]

this kind of writing has been really helpful in my own grief process with my mom; all you can do is get it out, sob and yell when you need to, and keep on living your life. we will never stop missing them, but it does get calmer, less painful, more bearable. i promise it does.

"The state of emancipation toward which we are journeying is freedom from the fear of loss."
- Kabir Helminsky in LIVING PRESENCE

[lizs18]

*big hugs*

[ky_fried_woman]

Hi honey, I am so sorry that you were woken up that way. I am so sorry for your loss. I can only begin to imagine what you go through. But it breaks my heart to hear it. I am proud of you for writing about it and I hope that you continue to do so. I love you and I miss you. It was so lovely to see you a bit this weekend and I hope I see you more soon. I LOVE YOU! xoxo

[sierragirrl]

hi honey,
i to miss my mom almost everyday im usaually ok about everything until i get to group and we start talking about parents. or when my therapist brings up something.
i was thinking the other day, and i had a questions, do you know 6 yrs later i still think i can call her.
my newest thing is when i have gone crazy trying to get the lilone to do her homework..i think to myself hhmm if i could just jump in the car i know mom has the patients for her.
sending you lots of love from 3 hrs north of ya honey