gastrology? prevacid doesnt work for an anxiety disorder, buddy.
im about ready to go to the gastrologist today here at 3... hopefully they give me a script that will just kill the heartburn and not stack on any added weight.
i wish doctors could do only the hardcore tests when i need or ask them to. itd be A LOT easier if i could tell them my diagnosis and then if im proven smart enough, and im sure i could be, dose myself with the meds that WORK and dont cause added problems. what is the point of fixing a problem when it stacks on another one?
i just talked to my councelor over at mclean... fuck i gotta get my english done, but if anyone knew the chaos that streams through my head when i sit down to do work. its fucked up. the work isnt bad most of the time, i can acknowledge this, but as soon as a worksheet or something seems to get 'forced' on me then i go under pressure. the cure for this is either xanax or amphetamines... amphets just fuck up the anxiety thing in the long run though. fuck em. but after this gastro dude, if i go to a doctor again and they dont give me what works, ill either go crazy or buy an expensive ass script from the net.
blah blah blah ramble ramble ramble... i got todays bullshit out anyways... lol later everyone.
i wish doctors could do only the hardcore tests when i need or ask them to. itd be A LOT easier if i could tell them my diagnosis and then if im proven smart enough, and im sure i could be, dose myself with the meds that WORK and dont cause added problems. what is the point of fixing a problem when it stacks on another one?
i just talked to my councelor over at mclean... fuck i gotta get my english done, but if anyone knew the chaos that streams through my head when i sit down to do work. its fucked up. the work isnt bad most of the time, i can acknowledge this, but as soon as a worksheet or something seems to get 'forced' on me then i go under pressure. the cure for this is either xanax or amphetamines... amphets just fuck up the anxiety thing in the long run though. fuck em. but after this gastro dude, if i go to a doctor again and they dont give me what works, ill either go crazy or buy an expensive ass script from the net.
blah blah blah ramble ramble ramble... i got todays bullshit out anyways... lol later everyone.