back down to planet earth
i dunno where ive been lately, its great how when you actuall sit down and re evaluate what you've done in your life and some of the decisions youve made, you see how out of yourself you were. And when i did this i found out alot of things, i found out for one that i still havent changed a bit, im still a bit supeficial and very nieve. and whats amzin is that my nievity is what fooled me into thinin i was a different person. but i had a long talk with my mom and she def. brought me back to the ground. so quickly after i talked to my mom i exited all relations with erin. i wrote a coupl of appoloy cards on my comp, although i doubt ill send 'em out. but i mean i jus have evaluated my decisions for the past lil bit. and ive come to the realization that i shouldnt even be allowed to talk to any girls for a while until i can learn how to be a REAL man and not a for "show" man. well newho, ima go on tryin to redeem my name among other things and live life to the fullest