Nov 30, 2004 20:52
it goes on i think some thing like: then he said "track remind y'self, no body's built like you, you designed urself", "i aggree" i said "my one of a kind self, get stoned everyday like jesus did" but what he and i said has been said before, "so just keep doin y'thing playboy" he said, say no more....
aiight that was inspired by m'man jigga, its a lil part of what i wrot,l o did i mention, im a poet, well i think jaz knows but maybe no1 else. uhm well im officially pissed for like the rest of the yr. things have jus been pilling up and i almost killed somebosy over something really trivial but nevertheless was out of line. i'm like bioling over right now and like ive been say, need to vent really bad, cus i got a feelin that i may jus let loose on the wrong person and i would never want that to happen at all. but its gettin to th point where i got my teahers pullin me aside after class and askin me if theres something wrong cus they "sensed" i was feelin to great. man i jus need to take a long vacation or mabe run away right salisha, lol to costa rica. everybody else is invited if u wanna come, its gona be lots of fun. lol. me and lecia are slowly patchin things back together. but i dont thik wanna put my self in that situation wityh her again so i wont try to ecome a "best friend" again.
man salisha is gettin hotter everyday. i mean im really feelin her, but now like last yr feelin her, like "i never felt this way, feelin her" . who wouldve ever thought? but u know what i dont care if its me and her against the world y'kno solong as she stays by my side, cus i know i will. ne who what else is new, uhm.... i was told i havce a freshmen fan club, but im not interested.
o and i thin i may be a dare devil and try something on t'morrow or maybe thurs. but ill let yall know what tht is after it happens lol
aiight im out