all that jazz
lately ive been gettin all philisophical and feelin real for the first time, no more fake smiles to hide whats inside. no succombing to some one else's will to make them happy. no more talkin to ppl who i cant stand or tryin to the "social butterfly". i dont care about my looks nemore. no more goin girl crazy, or searchin for that ting called "love" (although i think im on the verge of findin it) and tryin to be the all american ladies man. im jus simply tired of it. im tired of some ppl, esp. the ones that are like leeches, all they do is drain you, they never do nething to help you or support you they jus take take take. so ive been takin all these things and wrting them down. but the book consists of more than just what im feelin but more of what ive been realizin and steps to becomin something, which i quite havent figured out yet, but ill let yall know when im through with it.
track is gettin started for me. i dunno if i ever told yall, but i have a dream of competin in the usa trials the next time, im really close and only like 4 seconds off forr the qualifying time. but im gettin started with that. i think i dont wanna do it but ima cont to do it for other reasons i wont list.
saw my secret lover today, and she was smokin!!!! i told her that, well atleast something along those lines. but then we got into an arg. our first!!!!and if u see her in skewl, jus randomly shout out uhm.... ill get to yall on that, but im really hyped abou this cus i dunno, it jus feels different. i told one of my so called friends about it t'day and she was like all frownin at me and stuff and was tellin me that she dissapproved for some reason that i wont go pub with yet, but i guess i can tell u jaz and sal. newho i wanna leave yall with another lil somthin
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones cuz they're afraid of falling and getting hurt instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground,that arent as good, but easy to get.So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing.That is why we just have to be a little patient and the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple, will come someday-waiting for the one
track is gettin started for me. i dunno if i ever told yall, but i have a dream of competin in the usa trials the next time, im really close and only like 4 seconds off forr the qualifying time. but im gettin started with that. i think i dont wanna do it but ima cont to do it for other reasons i wont list.
saw my secret lover today, and she was smokin!!!! i told her that, well atleast something along those lines. but then we got into an arg. our first!!!!and if u see her in skewl, jus randomly shout out uhm.... ill get to yall on that, but im really hyped abou this cus i dunno, it jus feels different. i told one of my so called friends about it t'day and she was like all frownin at me and stuff and was tellin me that she dissapproved for some reason that i wont go pub with yet, but i guess i can tell u jaz and sal. newho i wanna leave yall with another lil somthin
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones cuz they're afraid of falling and getting hurt instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground,that arent as good, but easy to get.So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing.That is why we just have to be a little patient and the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple, will come someday-waiting for the one