It's been a long time since I've been close to you . . .
It's a great Alkaline Trio song.
SO there isn't a whole hell of a alot new in my life. My brother has fallen off the face of the earth. My mom has her usual complaints of health, Rob and Tia, the evil governor Pawlenty is in office again. Other than that everything's great! I have a few new tattoo ideas, though I will not reveal them yet cuz I need to think about it, and I want to make sure this is something that will go through this time. Ben and I are actually becoming good friends. I know I said before that I should not hang out with him outside work or alone, but where would I be today if I kept all the promises I made to myself?:) It's going good though, and infact it's helped me gained some closure from that situation. We don't talk everyday, we don't hang out at work or visit eachother much. If anything he will walk by my area and stop for 30 seconds to say hi. We hang out maybe once a week, if even that. It's good that way. He's like a normal friend to me now. Last night he took me to dinner (and I got some steak! cuz he told me to get whatever I wanted) and a movie. It was a fun time and I got to drive his truck around places. We didn't talk about work or anything we just talked about normal stuff. I'm glad it's finally cooled down. Recently when we started takling again we got in a spat over him assuming I was trying to move in on him again. We avoided eachother for a week, then magically started talking again one day. We talked about the situation a bit, and we came to an understanding, I don't want him and we like things as they are. I had finally told him that I felt used in that situation because it seemed that he didn't want to hang out as friends unless we were having sex. That hurt me, a lot, and he knows that now. So I am glad that he's made an effort ot prove otherwise. This didn't happen until we got into that spat. See? Sometimes fights are a good thing!
I still have to buy Quinn a ticket to the Doomtree blowout at First Ave for his birthday. I really want to go and the tickets were not on sale the last time I checked. Come to think of it I should give First Ave a call right this moment to figure out where I can buy tickets!
SO there isn't a whole hell of a alot new in my life. My brother has fallen off the face of the earth. My mom has her usual complaints of health, Rob and Tia, the evil governor Pawlenty is in office again. Other than that everything's great! I have a few new tattoo ideas, though I will not reveal them yet cuz I need to think about it, and I want to make sure this is something that will go through this time. Ben and I are actually becoming good friends. I know I said before that I should not hang out with him outside work or alone, but where would I be today if I kept all the promises I made to myself?:) It's going good though, and infact it's helped me gained some closure from that situation. We don't talk everyday, we don't hang out at work or visit eachother much. If anything he will walk by my area and stop for 30 seconds to say hi. We hang out maybe once a week, if even that. It's good that way. He's like a normal friend to me now. Last night he took me to dinner (and I got some steak! cuz he told me to get whatever I wanted) and a movie. It was a fun time and I got to drive his truck around places. We didn't talk about work or anything we just talked about normal stuff. I'm glad it's finally cooled down. Recently when we started takling again we got in a spat over him assuming I was trying to move in on him again. We avoided eachother for a week, then magically started talking again one day. We talked about the situation a bit, and we came to an understanding, I don't want him and we like things as they are. I had finally told him that I felt used in that situation because it seemed that he didn't want to hang out as friends unless we were having sex. That hurt me, a lot, and he knows that now. So I am glad that he's made an effort ot prove otherwise. This didn't happen until we got into that spat. See? Sometimes fights are a good thing!
I still have to buy Quinn a ticket to the Doomtree blowout at First Ave for his birthday. I really want to go and the tickets were not on sale the last time I checked. Come to think of it I should give First Ave a call right this moment to figure out where I can buy tickets!