[FANFIC] ADDICTION (1)
Title: Addiction
Author: blaqkyouya /kyouya-sama
Length: Drabble Series
Pairing: YBGD-GTOP.
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, Dark, Drama
Summary: Just how twisted Jiyong's reality was?
A/N: This's pure fiction, I'm not dissing any of BB member. I'm new to BB so their history might not be accurate with this fic since this's my 1st BB fic ever. Anyway, hope U enjoy it.
ONE
It freezing cold; even though Youngbae was pretty sure he had pulled his blanket up. Still closing his eyes and trying to preserve his sleep, he tried to reach out for his blanket. He felt it was on his stomach. Pulling it up, he snuggled into his pillow, yet failed to fall asleep. Opening his eyes unwillingly, Youngbae immediately noticed a familiar back in front of him.
“Jiyong ah, what are you doing?” he asked sleepily as he rubbed his eyes. It was when he noticed the smell. God, how he hated those smell. Getting up, he was ready to smack some sense into Jiyong before stopped as he noticed how the skinny shoulder trembled.
“Shhhh…” Youngbae spoke softly as he pulled the smaller one inside his arms from behind,” Jiyong ah, please stop crying…”
“I’m not…crying…” Jiyong tried to sound normal even though he was choking on his own tears. Youngbae turned Jiyong facing him, wiped the tears and pulled him into his chest. Taking a deep breath, Youngbae sighed as he looked at the thing on their bed table.
“You promised you won’t use again,” Youngbae said, trying to vent down his anger and disappointment. Jiyong didn’t reply as he buried himself deeper. Youngbae sighed again as he planted a kiss on Jiyong’s forehead.
“Wait here,” Youngbae said as he got up and brought the thing with him. He entered the bathroom and flashed it down. Tonight would be another long night, Youngbae knew it. He had grown tired of such night but at the same time it amazed him, how every time Jiyong disappointed him and how he stayed; though he didn’t know how long he could keep it up.
“Youngbae…I’m so sorry…” Jiyong’s sobs grew harder as he cried his eyeballs out on their bed. Youngbae came back as he tried his best to comfort the drugged leader.
“Shhh, just stop crying…Please…” Youngbae spoke as he pulled Jiyong into his arms. He noticed how cold Jiyong was as he pulled the blanket covering their naked body. Jiyong sobbed some more before he slowly drifted into slumber. Carefully, Youngbae put Jiyong down on the bed.
After making sure Jiyong was really asleep, Youngbae got a warm towel from the bathroom. He wiped Jiyong’s sweat as he stared at the perfect face. Jiyong was indeed a talented leader of Big Bang; at least, it was it looked like in public eyes. G-Dragon was one of many trendsetters and it amazed Youngbae how he spent so much money in fashion. At least it was one of good trait Youngbae loved; certainly not this.
It started as trying something new or so Jiyong said. Youngbae didn’t really care about it at first. Yet, lately, taking drugs had almost become Jiyong’s addiction. Youngbae knew the real Jiyong had many problem and insecurity, but it’s what everyone dealt with in this life. Even Youngbae was drowning in depression from time to time too. How he wished Jiyong could deal with it in better ways.
“You have no idea how you affect me so much,” Youngbae spoke to no one but himself.