heavy eyes
how do u do this to me everytime? i sit in the corner of the room hiding my face in the croud. i glance up from my sadness, there u are noicing the unoticable. u see the girl but do u really see me? loved but fealing alone. cared about but fealing worthless. crying out for love, crying out for atenchon, crying out for u.
maby i am to dimanding but y should it be so hard. over the summer couldnt stand to be away from me and that wasnt even when we were planing to be together forever.
i felt more loved than iv ever felt finly felt like somone wanted me in this world , finly had a reson to live. i gess i was liking it so much that it hurts that im fealing less and less of that. so the less i feal it the more i long for it. always giving and geting nothing. thats the way its always bin with my life. it hurts worse than wanting to die. loving somone so much , all i think about, all i want , all i talk about. y cant u let me feal the same thing i work so hard to make u feal? y cant u make me feal loved, and love making me feal loved. y cant i for once feal like im not alone? cant u see my pain cant u hear me cry. ur the one i want, the one i need the one i love. y cant u see that?
most of y cant i say good bye?
I CAN CRY
can u not see me? my eyes are filled with tears. can u not hear me? Iv bin crying all these years i gess iv hidden it inside. pushed it as deep as it can go. i gess im a pretty good actress and never let it show. im afrade thay see me weak for just a single moment of the day. im afrade thay see the little girl not the bitch thats tuff in every single way only a selext few have ever seen me at my worst, very few have ever seen me cry i apoliogiz to thoughs thay are not ur problums but mine. but as strong as i look i have so many fears and as tuff as i seem iv shed too many tears.
maby i am to dimanding but y should it be so hard. over the summer couldnt stand to be away from me and that wasnt even when we were planing to be together forever.
i felt more loved than iv ever felt finly felt like somone wanted me in this world , finly had a reson to live. i gess i was liking it so much that it hurts that im fealing less and less of that. so the less i feal it the more i long for it. always giving and geting nothing. thats the way its always bin with my life. it hurts worse than wanting to die. loving somone so much , all i think about, all i want , all i talk about. y cant u let me feal the same thing i work so hard to make u feal? y cant u make me feal loved, and love making me feal loved. y cant i for once feal like im not alone? cant u see my pain cant u hear me cry. ur the one i want, the one i need the one i love. y cant u see that?
most of y cant i say good bye?
I CAN CRY
can u not see me? my eyes are filled with tears. can u not hear me? Iv bin crying all these years i gess iv hidden it inside. pushed it as deep as it can go. i gess im a pretty good actress and never let it show. im afrade thay see me weak for just a single moment of the day. im afrade thay see the little girl not the bitch thats tuff in every single way only a selext few have ever seen me at my worst, very few have ever seen me cry i apoliogiz to thoughs thay are not ur problums but mine. but as strong as i look i have so many fears and as tuff as i seem iv shed too many tears.