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Wow..I'm still speechless.
Lastnight, i had the longest conversation on the phone i ever had in my life!
So many feelings are rushing through me right now.
It's like, I'm in love.deep in lust, deep in daydreaming. whatever you want to call it i feel so wonderful. i felt so wonderful talking to him.
he makes me melt.
he makes me feel.
he makes me cry.
he makes me fly.
i asked alot about things i wanted to know. and i know..he truely and honestly cares about me. and does nothing but warms me up inside and gives me the brightest smile.
we are seriously, meant for eachother. and i see a future for us. and a strong one.
we have fallen for eachother so deep it already hurts.
Now that hes going to be gone for 9 months..i begged him to get a cell phone. i just might die if i dont get to talk to him.
so he told me he will. just for me.
[SPEAKING OF CELL PHONES.....IM GETTTING MINE TODAYYYY NIGGGGGASSSSS]
I cant stop thinking about our conversation.
I never wanted to hang up. And im not a phone person at all.
i could tell he didnt ever wanna say goodbye.
we talked about EVERYTHING. i feel so comfortable talking to him.
and i know he does too. and i love it. i love how we get along. i love how we care for eachother. i love how we tell eachother stories. i love how we dream about eachother. i love how we can discuss things with eachother. if its making the other person upset, i love how we talk about us all the time and how great it would be. we have to admit it we are madly in love. and we are crazy about eachother.
i dont think we could forget about eachother in 9 months,
but you never know. all i know is our feelings towards eachother are so strong.
I hope hes having the time of his life. oh wait, he hasnt met me yet. that means hes not having the time of his life haha oh well.
nah but i told him...if he finds something out there he likes..to go for it, im not stopping him..baha. he loves me.
gah. I love him. i love him. i love him so much.
ps-my cousin is moving :[..her boyfriend is in town...ugly mofucka...and we're gunna have dinner and all tonight. ewww. hes taking her away :{
<3
We're gunna get married. you know it.
Lastnight, i had the longest conversation on the phone i ever had in my life!
So many feelings are rushing through me right now.
It's like, I'm in love.deep in lust, deep in daydreaming. whatever you want to call it i feel so wonderful. i felt so wonderful talking to him.
he makes me melt.
he makes me feel.
he makes me cry.
he makes me fly.
i asked alot about things i wanted to know. and i know..he truely and honestly cares about me. and does nothing but warms me up inside and gives me the brightest smile.
we are seriously, meant for eachother. and i see a future for us. and a strong one.
we have fallen for eachother so deep it already hurts.
Now that hes going to be gone for 9 months..i begged him to get a cell phone. i just might die if i dont get to talk to him.
so he told me he will. just for me.
[SPEAKING OF CELL PHONES.....IM GETTTING MINE TODAYYYY NIGGGGGASSSSS]
I cant stop thinking about our conversation.
I never wanted to hang up. And im not a phone person at all.
i could tell he didnt ever wanna say goodbye.
we talked about EVERYTHING. i feel so comfortable talking to him.
and i know he does too. and i love it. i love how we get along. i love how we care for eachother. i love how we tell eachother stories. i love how we dream about eachother. i love how we can discuss things with eachother. if its making the other person upset, i love how we talk about us all the time and how great it would be. we have to admit it we are madly in love. and we are crazy about eachother.
i dont think we could forget about eachother in 9 months,
but you never know. all i know is our feelings towards eachother are so strong.
I hope hes having the time of his life. oh wait, he hasnt met me yet. that means hes not having the time of his life haha oh well.
nah but i told him...if he finds something out there he likes..to go for it, im not stopping him..baha. he loves me.
gah. I love him. i love him. i love him so much.
ps-my cousin is moving :[..her boyfriend is in town...ugly mofucka...and we're gunna have dinner and all tonight. ewww. hes taking her away :{
<3
We're gunna get married. you know it.