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so i had a fantastic Saturday evening. I was in such a good mood hanging out with my friends at a show. It really got me out of my mood that i had been in. Which is good.. because i was sick of being in that mood. Everything is sticking to plan and i am extremely happy with that.
I still miss Jackie so much. Life just isn't the same without her around, because i love her so much. I will see her shortly and be there for her whenever she needs me.
In response to the comments in my last entry.. yeah i have changed. I don't think i have in a negative way, but everyone gets an opinion and i am not going to take that away. I am sick of seeing everything in a negative light and being depressed all the fucking time. I am trying to make life changes that make ME happy. I am sorry if it rubs people the wrong way that i want to move near my girlfriend because it is what makes me happy. its the only way i will be completely happy. if it hurts peoples feelings i am sorry, but i am sick of just feeling bad about it.
I still miss Jackie so much. Life just isn't the same without her around, because i love her so much. I will see her shortly and be there for her whenever she needs me.
In response to the comments in my last entry.. yeah i have changed. I don't think i have in a negative way, but everyone gets an opinion and i am not going to take that away. I am sick of seeing everything in a negative light and being depressed all the fucking time. I am trying to make life changes that make ME happy. I am sorry if it rubs people the wrong way that i want to move near my girlfriend because it is what makes me happy. its the only way i will be completely happy. if it hurts peoples feelings i am sorry, but i am sick of just feeling bad about it.