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is it possible to miss someone this much or am i just crazy for falling this fast? i cant get enough of him and all i ever think about is him. i let him know what im feeling and then he told me what he felt about me. it wasnt what i was expecting at all. but i can understand. we've got this great friendship, why would i want to take a risk at ruining that. but i think the risk is worth taking because i think we've got something that can last. but i cant make him feel the way im feeling. which i hate the way i feel. i am at the point where im jealous. i hate being jealous and theres not one reason for me to be jealous. but i feel like i need to see him all the time because well he just makes me feel okay. i've never met anyone like him and i need to stop doing what im doing before i ruin what we have. i just like him way too much. i cant help it though. and i cant talk to him now when i need someone to talk to most. i feel so empty inside right now, and my chest feels like its caving in. i dont like this. i cant let myself like him this much.