Goodbye 2005 & Welcome 2006.
Well what a year it's been. Alot of goods and alot of bads. I learned alot about myself this year and i changed alot as a person, yet still stayed the same. As much as alot of bad stuff happened, i'm still happy with the way life is and how im living it. We make mistakes for a reason and i think it helped me find who i was. I'm alot happier than i used to be a few years ago. I met alot of new people this year who are just amazing people, and i've still got the few people that mean the world to me. I've been through so much this year when i think about it all. It just went by so fast. The whole steve thing that happened at the beginning of the year, yeah. That was one of my mistakes that has made me a better person. I'm not going to say hes a horrible person cause he can be nice, but we just werent meant for eachother. Everyone has a bad relationship & then there are the good ones, and i gave up on that one as we all know. But Chuck and I are on good terms I think now, and i'm slowly beginning to realize that i need to move on from him and i think i am. Time will only tell. Then there were the times with Tor, we've grown ALOT closer this past year. End of 2004 was a shakey time for us, but we're beyond best friends now and always will be. 2006 will be the biggest year yet for us and i CANNOT wait for every moment i get to experience.
But let's not forget the good things. Because not everything in life is horrible. I met alot of new, awsome people this year. Unfortunatley the best people i know i never got to meet, for the fact they live far away. Drew, well hes just amazing. We've got a one of a kind relationship i think :) plus i remember writing about him in a past entry and i had THE BIGGEST crush on him. haha i still heart him tons. but we're closer now, and hes a good guy. no doubt. There is mike too. I've known him for awhile now but this year was awsome. We were so close to meeting and i was so ready for it. But of course things happen and we didnt get to. We will soon though, it's going to happen. I love him :) he's my boy. No one can steal him from me. Next on my amazing people list is none other than, Hannah. Shes my photoshop whore ♥ I met her on naptown and well shes more than just a username on the board now. Shes helped me through so much and i cant thank her enough for all the advice shes given and for her just being there. I love you hannah! :) We'll always be photoshop whores for life. Then there are people here that i've met this past year well more recently near the end of the year. The one and only Juli. We met through her boyfriend Joe on myspace. She's such an awsome girl. She always is there for me and we got close really fast. Shes one of the few people here i can really open up to and that i can trust. Thank you Juli for being such an amazing friend.
All in all, i believe this year has been alright. As much as i always complain about life i really should just be greatful for what i've got. But alot will be happening this year. I'm turning 17, woot. Its my last recital at my dance center, ahhh that makes me sad. Maybe a new boyfriend soon?! haha i dont even know. Then there is the best of all. FINALLY MEETING MY BEST FRIEND. sounds silly to say, but we're going to meet and she WILL move here this year. That is the best thing that could happen. I cant wait for the day when we can finally meet. It'll be amazing. But anyways, i hope you all had an amazing year and i hope this one is just as good or even better. Because you all deserve the best :)
But let's not forget the good things. Because not everything in life is horrible. I met alot of new, awsome people this year. Unfortunatley the best people i know i never got to meet, for the fact they live far away. Drew, well hes just amazing. We've got a one of a kind relationship i think :) plus i remember writing about him in a past entry and i had THE BIGGEST crush on him. haha i still heart him tons. but we're closer now, and hes a good guy. no doubt. There is mike too. I've known him for awhile now but this year was awsome. We were so close to meeting and i was so ready for it. But of course things happen and we didnt get to. We will soon though, it's going to happen. I love him :) he's my boy. No one can steal him from me. Next on my amazing people list is none other than, Hannah. Shes my photoshop whore ♥ I met her on naptown and well shes more than just a username on the board now. Shes helped me through so much and i cant thank her enough for all the advice shes given and for her just being there. I love you hannah! :) We'll always be photoshop whores for life. Then there are people here that i've met this past year well more recently near the end of the year. The one and only Juli. We met through her boyfriend Joe on myspace. She's such an awsome girl. She always is there for me and we got close really fast. Shes one of the few people here i can really open up to and that i can trust. Thank you Juli for being such an amazing friend.
All in all, i believe this year has been alright. As much as i always complain about life i really should just be greatful for what i've got. But alot will be happening this year. I'm turning 17, woot. Its my last recital at my dance center, ahhh that makes me sad. Maybe a new boyfriend soon?! haha i dont even know. Then there is the best of all. FINALLY MEETING MY BEST FRIEND. sounds silly to say, but we're going to meet and she WILL move here this year. That is the best thing that could happen. I cant wait for the day when we can finally meet. It'll be amazing. But anyways, i hope you all had an amazing year and i hope this one is just as good or even better. Because you all deserve the best :)