woot!!! I love you steph. What you wrote describes me to a t! haha, I never put myself in a situtation like that becuase I don't want to screw something up. I'm like a good little christian girl. haha I have never drank or smoked anything or had sex. Alot of people at school are like OMG what the hells wrong with you!?!? Well, I don't smoke becuase I don't want to screw up my voice. I don't drink becuase many people in my family where alcoholics. And I have no interest in having sex in high school becuase I don't want to have to deal with anything else. Also if I did any of those things, I wouldn't feel like me. I would feel like everything I am was just flushed down the toliet. I seriously only have about 5 really really close friends at school. And a bunch that I talk to but I wouldn't call them my best friends. I mean I hate that whole scene. I don't want to get caught up in it or be a part of it. I'm not going to dress a certain way or act like a bitch, just to be excepted. I'm not a dork but no way am I popular with the "popular people". I wear the kind of clothes I like, I could care less if it has a designer name or not. I don't like the kind of music other people like. At school I just keep to myself. But my bestest friend arielle is the sweetest thing I have ever met. Whenever I am around her at school I act like myself and all crazy. I know I am going off topic but GAH it bothers me!!! haha I hate that other people feel like they have to fit in. It hurts to see the girls that try their harderst to fit in and the so called "popular" ones just backstab them and chew them up and spit them out like they are a piece of trash! I don't understand girls like that. I just want to walk up to them and be like your not the shit! Hell, I actually have an original thought, think for myself and don't give a crap what other people think. Alot of people act like highschools everything but when your older does your boss care that you where prom queen or captian of the cheerleading squad, nope. :D I mean I am a cheerleader but I don't act like some of those girls. I love most of them so much but some of them are bitches. haha . I mean I am never mean to anyone. Almost everyone will say I am a sweetheart and I'm really shy. But I'm not shy around my family and friends. I just can't wait until I get out of highschool. Most kids are horrible, immature and don't care about other peoples feelings. It like what can I do to get to the top and step all over everyone to get there. I think It's all overrated. :D
oh hannah ♥ you're amazing. i can always count on you to agree with me. it's stupid these days in high school the shit you have to go through to be "accepted". kids are evil & i choose to stay away from it all. and at this point i dont care anymore. in all my years of school, all i ever wanted was to be that popluar kid. i never was, never will be. i've relalized now that i'm better than that. and i have so much going for me in life that why would i want to ruin a good thing by doing something so pointless and harmful to myself such as smoking/drinking/etc. plus being popluar looks hard. haha as stupid as that may sound. but these kids at my school are rich and they take it for granted all the things they do & say. it really bugs me. and im also not accepted for the fact i havent lived there since i was a kid. yeah my town is a bitch sometimes. but its just two more years of this place and i'm gone. thats how i look at it. your comments always make me feel better. you're such a good talker. im glad to see you feel the same way. thank you dear ♥
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