Ain't Life a Dream
I had an interesting dream last night. First I couldn't sleep, and when I finally fell asleep close to 2 am I had the most realistically feeling suicide dream ever. It started with Superman (wierd, huh?) checking out this old, open jeep with two guys (they looked like guys.) I took Superman's perspective and I knew that he knew that something was going on, but that he couldn't prevent people from doing things to themselves if they really wanted to, he has super strength but sometimes that's not enough. Then the guy in the presented a knife that he had been carrying close to the chest. After that he stabbed himself, or rather it changed and I did, like right in the heart. It took awhile and the friend in the front thought that maybe a major artery was missed, but then blood started spurting out of the wound (I think that realistically a stab wound as deep as this would result in a sucking chest wound, but whatever) and while my friend called for help and attempted to somewhat stop the bleeding, I could feel myself quickly losing energy and got weaker and weaker until my heart finally slowed and then stopped bleeding. While my friend called for help, the whole time I knew that I wasn't going to make it. When I woke up I was hardly breathing and my heart was beating slowly but quickly picked up. What the FUCK?????? Why do I always dream of death!!!???? I often dream of myself dying, but usually I get killed by a murderer, or a freak accident, or some monster attacks me; and sometimes I fall off cliffs and stuff. Those are typical dreams of death, is one supposed to dream of suicide all the time, and WHY WAS SUPERMAN THERE????