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i cant do this.
i cant i cant i cant.
i thought i could, but i cant. i thought i could handle it but i cant .
im just waiting for a phone call that i know will never be dialed.
i just wish i could stop crying. my brain feels like its going to explode.
i cant get to sleep without this call....but i know im going to have to.
i wish you would have given this a chance. who knows what great things could have been done.
i was looking foward to all that kind of stuff, but i guess now ill never know.
thanks.
thanks for making me realize what a piece of shit i am.
thanks for not waiting.
but most of all...thanks for not caring
but you know that no matter what you do, im always going to love you. nothing can change that.
i just hope you realize that.
i cant i cant i cant.
i thought i could, but i cant. i thought i could handle it but i cant .
im just waiting for a phone call that i know will never be dialed.
i just wish i could stop crying. my brain feels like its going to explode.
i cant get to sleep without this call....but i know im going to have to.
i wish you would have given this a chance. who knows what great things could have been done.
i was looking foward to all that kind of stuff, but i guess now ill never know.
thanks.
thanks for making me realize what a piece of shit i am.
thanks for not waiting.
but most of all...thanks for not caring
but you know that no matter what you do, im always going to love you. nothing can change that.
i just hope you realize that.