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things are still going well. we've jumped a few hurdles and it's still looking good. she went to my house today which was scary since I'm not there of course. but she did well and it worked out well. things are going really good. yea. one week. woohoo.
I hope this is right. I hope I'm not being dumb. blah, I hate questioning myself. I will definately know when I see her. but it's hard. maybe because it's hard for me to trust people. but I should trust them. but I think about ehr all the time, I can't help it. I'm wierd. she's all I want. I know it will be good. I shouldn't think too much and just enjoy it. blah.
I hope this is right. I hope I'm not being dumb. blah, I hate questioning myself. I will definately know when I see her. but it's hard. maybe because it's hard for me to trust people. but I should trust them. but I think about ehr all the time, I can't help it. I'm wierd. she's all I want. I know it will be good. I shouldn't think too much and just enjoy it. blah.