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so i havent done this in freaking agesss and im only doing it because i feel compelled to voice how i feel about a situation that is going on right now. or i guess its more accurate to say a situation that has passed. you need to get the hell over yourself. you think that some horrible wrong has been done to you. so you got "dumped" - can you even call it being dumped? - big deal. get over youself. at least you werent betrayed by one of the few people you could still stand. unless you read this, which i doubt you will, then youll never know exactly the extent to which you literally split my heart in half. when i saw you and him together for a month and some odd days my heart broke a little more. thats 30 something days of my heart breaking and my will to live slowly diminishing. and you never noticed. you knew something was wrong but you didnt ever stop to ask me, and you never asked me if i was okay with you dating him. but wait. whats this? you realize that i could stand to look at you? man oh man good job. you slapped me in the face over and over and over again and then wonder why i quit talking to you. you say that this week has broken your spirit but although things have been better for me im still broken from that fucking month.
i doubt anyone will read this but if they do keep it quiet. i needed to vent. thats it.
i doubt anyone will read this but if they do keep it quiet. i needed to vent. thats it.