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Early as hell sunday morning
cooked him breakfast and off to work he went
medicine going good for now
must eat with it or he gets sick
he doesn't eat like before
already losing weight
his brother tried to get some from him
so he could crush and snort them
did not care if he was short on meds
just thought of himself and his high
sad but typical
but he does not see
maybe....
he can't handle the seeing..........
baby shower today
2 weeks in a row
but this one, unlike the last
will be filled with drama
not looking forward to it
bought stuff for a baby we will never see
mama taking off for texas after birth
may not come back
fine with me
don't like mama anyways
grandma don't like mama
why waste money?
atleast it was only $40
but could of spent that on my nephews or something
finally figured out my nextel
good to be only a click away
it eases the longing for home a little
hoping it does not become a nightmare
where mother is concerned anyways!
all who know mother will appreciate that statement
back to work on tuesday
excited
bored with being home
one can only clean so much
miss the patients
can't wait to see luann
I love her laugh
it cracks me up
hope she liked finding nemo
hope the lab is done
can't wait to stick someone
drawing blood frightens me
but when it is over I am proud
me and needles have a rocky relationship
but I am overcoming my fears
thank you brandon for making me stick you
I miss your ugly face
cooked him breakfast and off to work he went
medicine going good for now
must eat with it or he gets sick
he doesn't eat like before
already losing weight
his brother tried to get some from him
so he could crush and snort them
did not care if he was short on meds
just thought of himself and his high
sad but typical
but he does not see
maybe....
he can't handle the seeing..........
baby shower today
2 weeks in a row
but this one, unlike the last
will be filled with drama
not looking forward to it
bought stuff for a baby we will never see
mama taking off for texas after birth
may not come back
fine with me
don't like mama anyways
grandma don't like mama
why waste money?
atleast it was only $40
but could of spent that on my nephews or something
finally figured out my nextel
good to be only a click away
it eases the longing for home a little
hoping it does not become a nightmare
where mother is concerned anyways!
all who know mother will appreciate that statement
back to work on tuesday
excited
bored with being home
one can only clean so much
miss the patients
can't wait to see luann
I love her laugh
it cracks me up
hope she liked finding nemo
hope the lab is done
can't wait to stick someone
drawing blood frightens me
but when it is over I am proud
me and needles have a rocky relationship
but I am overcoming my fears
thank you brandon for making me stick you
I miss your ugly face