we all got left behind
*************YOU, YOU,YOU*************
1 .Nick names? Ashbe, Ashes, Ash, Be~Be, Bitch, Whore, Slut, Idiot, Moron, Spaghetti~O, Olive, the list is never ending
2. B-day: April 7th
3. Age: 17
4. Sex: female
5. Social Security: numbers
6. Where do you live? in 2 houses
7. What school do you attend? DV
8. Siblings and their ages? Sheri, 21....Nathan, 14
9. Pets: Dylan the old bastard and Lucy {aka: Lucifer}
10. Zodiac Sign: Aries
11. Righty or Lefty: Righty
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Hair color: Red now
13. Eye color: green
14. Height: 5'1
15. Do you wear contacts or glasses? fake glasses whenever i feel like it
16. Do you have any piercing? yea
17. Where do you want them to be, if you want more? i want more....top of my ear and my tounge/labret i dunno
18. Do you have a tattoo? on my 18th b~day i will
19. If so what and where? the chinese/japanese symbol for dragon on a set of flames
20. Do you wear any rings? yes 3 now, my mood ring, the ring alex bought me and the one chelsea got me last nite every once in a while.
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? ashbe style i guess. i dunno w.e i feel like wearing pretty much. itz not original but it's what i enjoy
**********JUST LATELY***************
23. How are you today? meh....i ususally feel better
24. What pants are you wearing right now? blue jeans
25. What shirt are you wearing right now? my tower of terror shirt under my red dragon hoodie
26. What underwear are you wearing right now? pink silk
27. What does your hair look like at the moment? the way it always looks
28. What song are you listening to right now? the song in my head...i'm at the library
29. What was the last thing you ate? pizza at lunch
30. How is the weather right now? gorgeous
31. Last person you talked to on the phone: alex
32. Last dream you can remember: the depressing one i had last nite that i can't really remember
34. What time is it? 3pm exactly
************More about YOU!*****************
35. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 3289
36. If you were a crayon, what color would you want to be? Forest Green
37. Have you ever almost died? yea but i saved myself and the others in the car not wearing their seatbelts. i'm a better driver than people like to believe.
39. How do you eat an Oreo: soak it in milk then eat it.
40. What makes you happy? alex, music, stories, poems, taking pictures, beautiful things, alex, acting, friends and alex.
41. What cd are you going to buy next? I'm not sure. i was going to go look around and see what i was in the mood for.
42. What religion/denomination are you? nothing. i'm a stubbourn bytch that doesn't believe in much. my beliefs are hard to understand or follow. kinda like my mind. it happens.
43. What's the best advice ever given to you? if they can't see he makes you happy and they can't be happy for you then they don't care about you as much as they say they do. you're happy. don't let them persuade you not to be.
44. Have you ever won any special awards? some
45. What are your future goals? not fail
46. Do you like to dance? yes very much so
47. Worst sickness you ever had? something that weakened my body and mind and the doctors couldn't figure out what it was. lasted about 2 months. wasn't fun. but it happens.
48. What's the stupidest thing you have ever done? fuck too many to count
49. What's your favorite memory? cuddling with alex looking at the sky and moon thinking this is everything i've ever dreamed of
50. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? just one??? fuck that. i'd change my stupidity, my sadness, my quirks, my stupid way of thinking, i dunno everything i hate about myself.
51. Where do you shop the most? Kohls/Hot Topic/Best Buy
52. How many kids do you want to have? 2
53. Son’s name? Dante or Damien
54. Daughter’s name? Eden, Lydia or Lola
55. Do you do drugs? No
56. Do you drink? socially
57. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? w/e is in the shower and my special conditioner once a week.
58. What sport do you hate the most? golf
59. What are you most scared of? windows at night, myself, failure.
60. How many TVs do you have in your house? i dunno, like 6 at my mumz and 3-4 at my dads i think
61. Do you have your own? yea at my mumz
62. Phone line? Cell phone
63. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yea stitch when i'm sad or lonely
64. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? Yea loads
65. Who do you dream about? night terrors, everyday people and events, sex dreams, and crazy fucked up dreams.
66. Do you tell your dreams to other people? sometimes i post them, other times i tell whoever cares. it doesn't matter to me. but i don't share night terrors often.
67. Who's the loudest friend you have: chelsea/michelle i dunno
68. Who's the quietest friend: krystina and renee
69. Is cheerleading a sport?: not to me. itz ridiculous
70. How many licks does it take to get to the center? 50 if u lick good enough
71. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? egg. y not
************************Love Questions*********************
72. Do you believe in Love? oui
73. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? indeed
74. Do you have a crush? ja
75. Who is your crush? Alex of course
76. Did you send this to your crush? he can read it from here.
77. Do you believe in Love at first sight? no but infatuation yes
78. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? the Caribbean
79. What song do you want played at your wedding? L-O-V-E b/c itz adorable and angel by monica.
80. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes and smile
81. Longest crush: too embarrasing
82. Are you shy to ask someone out? sometimes. i wasn't with alex or thomas tho
83. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? someone i love that respects and loves me
84. Do you find yourself attractive? at times
84. Do you find yourself ugly? at times
85. Do others find you attractive? i guess so. that's what they say
86. Are you a virgin? indeedeth
************^~*Which is worse:*~^*~^***************
87. Making out with Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie? mmm Rob
88. Whats worse having your tonsels or appendix removed? my heart? i dunno i think having anything removed would suck.
*********ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only)*******
89. Boxers or briefs? boxer briefs/boxers
91. Curly or straight hair: w/e looks good on them
92. Tall or short: tall compared to me so any guy b/c everyone is taller than i am
93. Six pack or muscular arms: arms. mmmmm hot stuff. a toned 6 pack would b a plus but i really don't give a shyt
94. Good or bad guys: romantic with a wild side
95. Hat or no hat: either.
96. Ears pierced or not: tounge pierced?? piercings are hot
97. tan or no tan: tan is hot. honetly wouldn't matter tho
98. Dimples or not? doesn't matter
99. Stubble or neatly shaven: mmmm stubble is fun to play with. neatly shaven has it's good points too tho. so both
100. Rugged or sporty: rugged
101. Studly or cutie: both
102. Accent or not: ACCENT= ORGASM. but it doesn't matter in the long run
103. Glasses? mmmmmm cute but not a must
104. Smart or dumb: smart but not so smart they make me feel like even more of a moron than i already am
105. What sport should he play? hockey/football but sports really don't matter.
106. dependent or independent? both
****ON GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT (for guys only)*****
GUYZ...
107. Sandals or thongs:
108. Painted nails or not:
109. Regular or sports bra:
110. Bra straps showing or not:
111. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy:
113. Dark or blonde hair:
114. Long or short hair:
115. Curly or straight hair:
116. Dark, light, or crazy cool eyes:
117. Long or short nails:
118. Hat or no hat:
119. Good or bad girl:
120. Hair up or down:
121. Jewelry or none:
122. Tall or short:
124. Accent or no accent:
125. Pants or dress:
126. Tan or fair:
127. Glasses or no glasses:
128. Pretty indoor chick or crazy party girl:
129. Freckles or none:
130. Shy or outgoing:
131. Funny or always cool:
132. Talkative or shy:
***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT**********************
133.Lights on/off: off.
134. sun or rain? rain
135. Mickey D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King)?: wendy's
136. Do you like scary or happy movies better? Scary
137. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? slipknot
138. On the phone or in person? Person.
139. Paper or plastic? Plastic, I can carry more
140. Sausage or pepperoni? Pepperoni
141. Summer or winter? Winter
142. Hugs or kisses? Kisses.
143. Chocolate or white milk: hot coacoa
144. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: root beer
145. Glass half full or half empty? Half full majority of the time
146. CD or Tape: CD
147. Tape or DVD: DVD
148. Cats or Dogs: Dogs
149. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Jell-o
150. Vanilla or Chocolate: white chocolate/chocolate
151. Skiing or Boarding: boarding
152. Day or night: Night
153. Cake or pie: cheesecake
155. Diamond or pearl: diamondness
156. Sunset or sunrise: twighlight b4 sunrise
****************Your FAVS*******************
157. Color: green and black
158. Food: asian
159. Fast Food: wendy's
160. Candy: reeses
161. Ice Cream Flavor: cookie dough
162. Sport? Football, or hockey
163. Animal? white tiger
164. Fave type of music? my music
165. Radio Station: 103.9/101.5/97.9
166. Song: Stellar~ Incubus
167. Band: Incubus, Slipknot, Static X and Disturbed
168. number: 002 or ne number with 2 in it
169. Fav. Actor or Actress? alot
170. Fav. day of the year? winter time
171. Fav. month? December
172. TV show? Family Guy, ATHF, Invader Zim, Futurama
173. Store: Best Buy/Hot Topic
175. Teacher: Papa Faj and Klein
176. Board Game: HP trivia
177. Saying: dunno right now
~~~~~~~~~~HAVE you EVER~~~~~~~~~~
178. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes
180. Drank? indeed
181. Ever gotten dumped? *sigh* yea it hurt
182. Broke the law? loads
183. Ran from the cops? yes never got caught. love slow fat mass cops.
184. Stole something? oh god yes. i swear i stole the whole fucking store
186. Tried to kill yourself? mmmmmmhm
187. Made yourself throw up? yes
188. Been in love? mmmmmmmmmmmm yes i am now >_<
189. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes once and i was proud of myself for crying on command.....but i can't do it again. i suck at life
**********On a FiNal NoTe*******************
190. Do you like filling these out: yes love it
191. How many people are you sending this to? posting
192. Do you want your friends to write back? it'd b nice to kno they care
193. who is least likely to respond? everyone
194. who is most likely to respond? alex
195. What first comes to mind: alex and how i wish i could b hugging him right now.
196. Any other comments? sleep.
1 .Nick names? Ashbe, Ashes, Ash, Be~Be, Bitch, Whore, Slut, Idiot, Moron, Spaghetti~O, Olive, the list is never ending
2. B-day: April 7th
3. Age: 17
4. Sex: female
5. Social Security: numbers
6. Where do you live? in 2 houses
7. What school do you attend? DV
8. Siblings and their ages? Sheri, 21....Nathan, 14
9. Pets: Dylan the old bastard and Lucy {aka: Lucifer}
10. Zodiac Sign: Aries
11. Righty or Lefty: Righty
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Hair color: Red now
13. Eye color: green
14. Height: 5'1
15. Do you wear contacts or glasses? fake glasses whenever i feel like it
16. Do you have any piercing? yea
17. Where do you want them to be, if you want more? i want more....top of my ear and my tounge/labret i dunno
18. Do you have a tattoo? on my 18th b~day i will
19. If so what and where? the chinese/japanese symbol for dragon on a set of flames
20. Do you wear any rings? yes 3 now, my mood ring, the ring alex bought me and the one chelsea got me last nite every once in a while.
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? ashbe style i guess. i dunno w.e i feel like wearing pretty much. itz not original but it's what i enjoy
**********JUST LATELY***************
23. How are you today? meh....i ususally feel better
24. What pants are you wearing right now? blue jeans
25. What shirt are you wearing right now? my tower of terror shirt under my red dragon hoodie
26. What underwear are you wearing right now? pink silk
27. What does your hair look like at the moment? the way it always looks
28. What song are you listening to right now? the song in my head...i'm at the library
29. What was the last thing you ate? pizza at lunch
30. How is the weather right now? gorgeous
31. Last person you talked to on the phone: alex
32. Last dream you can remember: the depressing one i had last nite that i can't really remember
34. What time is it? 3pm exactly
************More about YOU!*****************
35. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 3289
36. If you were a crayon, what color would you want to be? Forest Green
37. Have you ever almost died? yea but i saved myself and the others in the car not wearing their seatbelts. i'm a better driver than people like to believe.
39. How do you eat an Oreo: soak it in milk then eat it.
40. What makes you happy? alex, music, stories, poems, taking pictures, beautiful things, alex, acting, friends and alex.
41. What cd are you going to buy next? I'm not sure. i was going to go look around and see what i was in the mood for.
42. What religion/denomination are you? nothing. i'm a stubbourn bytch that doesn't believe in much. my beliefs are hard to understand or follow. kinda like my mind. it happens.
43. What's the best advice ever given to you? if they can't see he makes you happy and they can't be happy for you then they don't care about you as much as they say they do. you're happy. don't let them persuade you not to be.
44. Have you ever won any special awards? some
45. What are your future goals? not fail
46. Do you like to dance? yes very much so
47. Worst sickness you ever had? something that weakened my body and mind and the doctors couldn't figure out what it was. lasted about 2 months. wasn't fun. but it happens.
48. What's the stupidest thing you have ever done? fuck too many to count
49. What's your favorite memory? cuddling with alex looking at the sky and moon thinking this is everything i've ever dreamed of
50. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? just one??? fuck that. i'd change my stupidity, my sadness, my quirks, my stupid way of thinking, i dunno everything i hate about myself.
51. Where do you shop the most? Kohls/Hot Topic/Best Buy
52. How many kids do you want to have? 2
53. Son’s name? Dante or Damien
54. Daughter’s name? Eden, Lydia or Lola
55. Do you do drugs? No
56. Do you drink? socially
57. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? w/e is in the shower and my special conditioner once a week.
58. What sport do you hate the most? golf
59. What are you most scared of? windows at night, myself, failure.
60. How many TVs do you have in your house? i dunno, like 6 at my mumz and 3-4 at my dads i think
61. Do you have your own? yea at my mumz
62. Phone line? Cell phone
63. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yea stitch when i'm sad or lonely
64. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? Yea loads
65. Who do you dream about? night terrors, everyday people and events, sex dreams, and crazy fucked up dreams.
66. Do you tell your dreams to other people? sometimes i post them, other times i tell whoever cares. it doesn't matter to me. but i don't share night terrors often.
67. Who's the loudest friend you have: chelsea/michelle i dunno
68. Who's the quietest friend: krystina and renee
69. Is cheerleading a sport?: not to me. itz ridiculous
70. How many licks does it take to get to the center? 50 if u lick good enough
71. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? egg. y not
************************Love Questions*********************
72. Do you believe in Love? oui
73. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? indeed
74. Do you have a crush? ja
75. Who is your crush? Alex of course
76. Did you send this to your crush? he can read it from here.
77. Do you believe in Love at first sight? no but infatuation yes
78. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? the Caribbean
79. What song do you want played at your wedding? L-O-V-E b/c itz adorable and angel by monica.
80. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes and smile
81. Longest crush: too embarrasing
82. Are you shy to ask someone out? sometimes. i wasn't with alex or thomas tho
83. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? someone i love that respects and loves me
84. Do you find yourself attractive? at times
84. Do you find yourself ugly? at times
85. Do others find you attractive? i guess so. that's what they say
86. Are you a virgin? indeedeth
************^~*Which is worse:*~^*~^***************
87. Making out with Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie? mmm Rob
88. Whats worse having your tonsels or appendix removed? my heart? i dunno i think having anything removed would suck.
*********ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only)*******
89. Boxers or briefs? boxer briefs/boxers
91. Curly or straight hair: w/e looks good on them
92. Tall or short: tall compared to me so any guy b/c everyone is taller than i am
93. Six pack or muscular arms: arms. mmmmm hot stuff. a toned 6 pack would b a plus but i really don't give a shyt
94. Good or bad guys: romantic with a wild side
95. Hat or no hat: either.
96. Ears pierced or not: tounge pierced?? piercings are hot
97. tan or no tan: tan is hot. honetly wouldn't matter tho
98. Dimples or not? doesn't matter
99. Stubble or neatly shaven: mmmm stubble is fun to play with. neatly shaven has it's good points too tho. so both
100. Rugged or sporty: rugged
101. Studly or cutie: both
102. Accent or not: ACCENT= ORGASM. but it doesn't matter in the long run
103. Glasses? mmmmmm cute but not a must
104. Smart or dumb: smart but not so smart they make me feel like even more of a moron than i already am
105. What sport should he play? hockey/football but sports really don't matter.
106. dependent or independent? both
****ON GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT (for guys only)*****
GUYZ...
107. Sandals or thongs:
108. Painted nails or not:
109. Regular or sports bra:
110. Bra straps showing or not:
111. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy:
113. Dark or blonde hair:
114. Long or short hair:
115. Curly or straight hair:
116. Dark, light, or crazy cool eyes:
117. Long or short nails:
118. Hat or no hat:
119. Good or bad girl:
120. Hair up or down:
121. Jewelry or none:
122. Tall or short:
124. Accent or no accent:
125. Pants or dress:
126. Tan or fair:
127. Glasses or no glasses:
128. Pretty indoor chick or crazy party girl:
129. Freckles or none:
130. Shy or outgoing:
131. Funny or always cool:
132. Talkative or shy:
***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT**********************
133.Lights on/off: off.
134. sun or rain? rain
135. Mickey D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King)?: wendy's
136. Do you like scary or happy movies better? Scary
137. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? slipknot
138. On the phone or in person? Person.
139. Paper or plastic? Plastic, I can carry more
140. Sausage or pepperoni? Pepperoni
141. Summer or winter? Winter
142. Hugs or kisses? Kisses.
143. Chocolate or white milk: hot coacoa
144. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: root beer
145. Glass half full or half empty? Half full majority of the time
146. CD or Tape: CD
147. Tape or DVD: DVD
148. Cats or Dogs: Dogs
149. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Jell-o
150. Vanilla or Chocolate: white chocolate/chocolate
151. Skiing or Boarding: boarding
152. Day or night: Night
153. Cake or pie: cheesecake
155. Diamond or pearl: diamondness
156. Sunset or sunrise: twighlight b4 sunrise
****************Your FAVS*******************
157. Color: green and black
158. Food: asian
159. Fast Food: wendy's
160. Candy: reeses
161. Ice Cream Flavor: cookie dough
162. Sport? Football, or hockey
163. Animal? white tiger
164. Fave type of music? my music
165. Radio Station: 103.9/101.5/97.9
166. Song: Stellar~ Incubus
167. Band: Incubus, Slipknot, Static X and Disturbed
168. number: 002 or ne number with 2 in it
169. Fav. Actor or Actress? alot
170. Fav. day of the year? winter time
171. Fav. month? December
172. TV show? Family Guy, ATHF, Invader Zim, Futurama
173. Store: Best Buy/Hot Topic
175. Teacher: Papa Faj and Klein
176. Board Game: HP trivia
177. Saying: dunno right now
~~~~~~~~~~HAVE you EVER~~~~~~~~~~
178. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes
180. Drank? indeed
181. Ever gotten dumped? *sigh* yea it hurt
182. Broke the law? loads
183. Ran from the cops? yes never got caught. love slow fat mass cops.
184. Stole something? oh god yes. i swear i stole the whole fucking store
186. Tried to kill yourself? mmmmmmhm
187. Made yourself throw up? yes
188. Been in love? mmmmmmmmmmmm yes i am now >_<
189. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes once and i was proud of myself for crying on command.....but i can't do it again. i suck at life
**********On a FiNal NoTe*******************
190. Do you like filling these out: yes love it
191. How many people are you sending this to? posting
192. Do you want your friends to write back? it'd b nice to kno they care
193. who is least likely to respond? everyone
194. who is most likely to respond? alex
195. What first comes to mind: alex and how i wish i could b hugging him right now.
196. Any other comments? sleep.