Rock Bottom
Rock Bottom
I trail the house, hands to steady walls that move too often for my taste.
And you could take it away. With just one thought, scatterbrained.
Did you notice when my "no's" turned to sighs, then finally silence?
I'm still wreaking havoc inside, just try and not notice.
Are differences the binding or the final strain of destruction.
It's hard to write this now, that I'm supposed to have hit rock bottom.
Eyes open wide, lights glare, hands shift and I must hope for clearing darkness.
What matter is it now, if I fall down or stand up?
This mobility just seems a crutch I must learn to deal without.
I trail this room, claimed windowless but I can see through the walls.
Out to the stars. And you'd say that it's daylight now.
Oh, just cut it it out. With your reason and righteousness. I just want to reflect.
Did you notice when your words affected, then cut and finally silenced?
I'm still a singing siren, wind just comes and wraps my words away now.
No need to stay. The room is much too crowded with these expectations.
I'll call you back, when Ive fulfilled the quota. You'll have your list in hand.
I'll just disinfected this, clean the nasty wound. My mouth.
No girl can be so beautiful, that's why my smile has gone to hibernating for now.
I'm holding on with shaking grip, to the strength I I still have left.
Rock bottoms quiet now. I've taken up residence.
I trail the house, hands to steady walls that move too often for my taste.
And you could take it away. With just one thought, scatterbrained.
Did you notice when my "no's" turned to sighs, then finally silence?
I'm still wreaking havoc inside, just try and not notice.
Are differences the binding or the final strain of destruction.
It's hard to write this now, that I'm supposed to have hit rock bottom.
Eyes open wide, lights glare, hands shift and I must hope for clearing darkness.
What matter is it now, if I fall down or stand up?
This mobility just seems a crutch I must learn to deal without.
I trail this room, claimed windowless but I can see through the walls.
Out to the stars. And you'd say that it's daylight now.
Oh, just cut it it out. With your reason and righteousness. I just want to reflect.
Did you notice when your words affected, then cut and finally silenced?
I'm still a singing siren, wind just comes and wraps my words away now.
No need to stay. The room is much too crowded with these expectations.
I'll call you back, when Ive fulfilled the quota. You'll have your list in hand.
I'll just disinfected this, clean the nasty wound. My mouth.
No girl can be so beautiful, that's why my smile has gone to hibernating for now.
I'm holding on with shaking grip, to the strength I I still have left.
Rock bottoms quiet now. I've taken up residence.