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Holy shit winter depression has never been this bad. i think i need to start listening to everyone who tells me i have way too much potential to throw away because i am living in the now. it's true though i really really really hate school i hate going to school i hate doing homework doc glock is about the only class i look forward to. I haven't applied to any colleges i have a GPA that dropped .35 since sophomore year and is still dropping i've got physics assignments up the asshole that i don't understand because that class requires so much thinking that i just give up and show him my notes as homework assignments because jacobs is a senile bastard. i have english assignments that i really want to do good on because i almost consider doc glock as a friend that i don't want to let down because she knows i can do so much better. Brom and i just talked last night about how there is like nothing in Arizona for us anymore i need to get out of this fucking place. i would say it's the pot but i honsetly am happier when i am stoned and i come home and do my homework when i am stoned this is all so ridiculous the rest of my life is so unclear.