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its peaceful being with my dad for awhile but soooooo fucking boring. being away from my friends for a week certainly doesn't help the feeling that summer has changed a lot of my friends and that they are moving away from me. i've been hiding in the closet under the stairs smoking cigarettes and playing pool by myself all day. my grandma smokes so i can get away with smoking in the house because it smells like it all the time bt if she realizes part of it is me i am in for a big bitching at. i don't want summer to end.