so dejected right now

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okay, he fellas. o lookie its my first update on my new laptop!! woot!
im having such a fucking weirdass night. i am in the strangest mood and i dont know why. i just feel like complete shit for some reason. im really bummed aboout having to go to work tommorow morning. i having real issues with work atm. i am so fucking over it. it makes me feel like crying every time i think about it.
im pissed off at myself coz i seem to be doing alot of shit wrong lately. and its crap
i cant find myself a new job
i can barely stay at my current job
i cant organise schoolies
im freaking out about my drama audition on monday
i miss my brother
i think i like this guy...but i cant stop worrying about what happened on the sunshine coast
i dont even make any fucking sense.
but i guess it doesnt matter coz zero people read this...so i can really say anything i want....hmmm...
but i dont think i will....coz i bet that this will be the one time i say something vaguely important then someone will read it. bcoz thats just the type of shit that would happen to me
omg, im such a complaining bitch. i think i will shut the fuck up and go to bed.