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okay, so im updating....and i dont really have much to say.
hmph.
i have pins and needles
and my nails are in the process of drying. like, the nailpolish on them is drying. lol. i dont know why i bother mind you, im just going to go to work and make them all screwed up. fucking work. meh. oh well. its money, and i spose its kinda fun. i work with pretty nice people....of course there's still exeptions to that idea. lol
i seem to wanna write alot, but not actually talk to anybody. like, im supposed to be calling 2 of my friends tonight...but i havent. probably coz my mother is on the phone to her sister. but when she gets off i still dont wanna call them. its not that im pissed off at them or anything. i just really dont feel like talking to anyone at the moment. once again, there are exeptions for certain people. lol. im so lame.
im kinda pissed off at myself at the moment. im really not a very nice person. expecially at work. like, its always just mucking around, but its still so mean. i really should be nicer. fuck me, i really am a bitch. i hate knowing that. ignorance is bliss...so much. how much do i wish i was ignorant. welll...i am i guess...but i wish i was more ignorant. lol.
im fully in the weirdest mood. im a little cut at my friends atm. (see, this is mhairi's bitchiness coming out)ive been like, trying to get something organised for b4 i go to perth and paloma goes back to brissie with all of the people in my group. (which is a whole 5!)and there's always some reason that it never happens. it so fucking annoying. its like, uhh hello? friends. we're supposed to hang out together. im so harsh. but its like all that matters is school and work. i do understand. im not completly oblivious to the fact that they want to do well. but...like....i dunno. i just get frustrated when nothing ever happens. like, we were supposed to be going out 2moro night, bu turns out that is no longer happening. and i bet something will happen to going out on tuesday as well. oh well, i guess shit happens. AHHHH IM SUCH A BITCH! whats going on!!!! crazy crazy! im so dumb. i think b4 i say stuff. fucking hell. i used to be nice. i wonder what the hell happened.
okay, im going to say nice stuff only from now on. mhairis own little compliment....entry. lol ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^(next entry!)
hmph.
i have pins and needles
and my nails are in the process of drying. like, the nailpolish on them is drying. lol. i dont know why i bother mind you, im just going to go to work and make them all screwed up. fucking work. meh. oh well. its money, and i spose its kinda fun. i work with pretty nice people....of course there's still exeptions to that idea. lol
i seem to wanna write alot, but not actually talk to anybody. like, im supposed to be calling 2 of my friends tonight...but i havent. probably coz my mother is on the phone to her sister. but when she gets off i still dont wanna call them. its not that im pissed off at them or anything. i just really dont feel like talking to anyone at the moment. once again, there are exeptions for certain people. lol. im so lame.
im kinda pissed off at myself at the moment. im really not a very nice person. expecially at work. like, its always just mucking around, but its still so mean. i really should be nicer. fuck me, i really am a bitch. i hate knowing that. ignorance is bliss...so much. how much do i wish i was ignorant. welll...i am i guess...but i wish i was more ignorant. lol.
im fully in the weirdest mood. im a little cut at my friends atm. (see, this is mhairi's bitchiness coming out)ive been like, trying to get something organised for b4 i go to perth and paloma goes back to brissie with all of the people in my group. (which is a whole 5!)and there's always some reason that it never happens. it so fucking annoying. its like, uhh hello? friends. we're supposed to hang out together. im so harsh. but its like all that matters is school and work. i do understand. im not completly oblivious to the fact that they want to do well. but...like....i dunno. i just get frustrated when nothing ever happens. like, we were supposed to be going out 2moro night, bu turns out that is no longer happening. and i bet something will happen to going out on tuesday as well. oh well, i guess shit happens. AHHHH IM SUCH A BITCH! whats going on!!!! crazy crazy! im so dumb. i think b4 i say stuff. fucking hell. i used to be nice. i wonder what the hell happened.
okay, im going to say nice stuff only from now on. mhairis own little compliment....entry. lol ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^(next entry!)