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hey guys,
i feel like i have been snobbing u all coz i havent written in here for ages. not that alot of u would even check this. its pretty much full of shit. lol. i feel so sick and fat right now. its disgusting.
im awefully fucking sick of my life right now. its so boring and stressful. its like school..school....school...exams...school...assignments...school..work...school
thats it. thats like my entire life. its fucking sad existance.
okay so anyway! i really dont know what to write in here aye. i feel bad for not writting for like a million years...but i have nothing to say. ive sorta given up on the ideas of diaries n journals n shit like that. i hate reading them back coz it makes me feel like shit or be ashamed of the stuff i wrote. the other day i ripped out all the pages of my diary (like my actual book diary) and kept ripping them till there was not a whole page left. i have no idea what made me do it. and i cant decide whether it was a good thing for me to do or not...i guess i thought it might make me realise sumthing...but everything is still the same. im just diaryless now. oh well. im just a bit sad that all my memories are gone now. but i spose its not good to hang onto things like that too much...
anyways! moving right along. work is going pretty finely atm. infact its probly the happiest place i have to be. i have so much fun there. even if im having a shit day. the people i work with r so nice.
do u know how hard it is to type with ur fingers on the right keys? like how they teach u in all those little typing programs? like, i touch type, but my fingers are never on the right keys. lol. maybe im just weird.
is it me...or is senior school a fucking shit load harder than junior? im freaking out so much bout school atm. i hate it. its very inconvienient in my life right now. lol. nah seriously. i hate it so much. i cant stand being there.
im so frustrated with the same shit happening every fucking day. i hate the repitition. nothing changes. its very shit.
my friends r like...being all weird. i dunno. i must have done sumthing wrong coz they fully hardly talk to me anymore.it feels like shit. i hate it.
but anyways! im such a loser. here i am all complaining and stuff, and theres people that have if so much worse than me. im so stupid.
anways, thats all i have for 2night. im awefully sorry that this entry is full of shit and complaining and stuff.
i feel like i have been snobbing u all coz i havent written in here for ages. not that alot of u would even check this. its pretty much full of shit. lol. i feel so sick and fat right now. its disgusting.
im awefully fucking sick of my life right now. its so boring and stressful. its like school..school....school...exams...school...assignments...school..work...school
thats it. thats like my entire life. its fucking sad existance.
okay so anyway! i really dont know what to write in here aye. i feel bad for not writting for like a million years...but i have nothing to say. ive sorta given up on the ideas of diaries n journals n shit like that. i hate reading them back coz it makes me feel like shit or be ashamed of the stuff i wrote. the other day i ripped out all the pages of my diary (like my actual book diary) and kept ripping them till there was not a whole page left. i have no idea what made me do it. and i cant decide whether it was a good thing for me to do or not...i guess i thought it might make me realise sumthing...but everything is still the same. im just diaryless now. oh well. im just a bit sad that all my memories are gone now. but i spose its not good to hang onto things like that too much...
anyways! moving right along. work is going pretty finely atm. infact its probly the happiest place i have to be. i have so much fun there. even if im having a shit day. the people i work with r so nice.
do u know how hard it is to type with ur fingers on the right keys? like how they teach u in all those little typing programs? like, i touch type, but my fingers are never on the right keys. lol. maybe im just weird.
is it me...or is senior school a fucking shit load harder than junior? im freaking out so much bout school atm. i hate it. its very inconvienient in my life right now. lol. nah seriously. i hate it so much. i cant stand being there.
im so frustrated with the same shit happening every fucking day. i hate the repitition. nothing changes. its very shit.
my friends r like...being all weird. i dunno. i must have done sumthing wrong coz they fully hardly talk to me anymore.it feels like shit. i hate it.
but anyways! im such a loser. here i am all complaining and stuff, and theres people that have if so much worse than me. im so stupid.
anways, thats all i have for 2night. im awefully sorry that this entry is full of shit and complaining and stuff.