Dec 18, 2004 19:31
hey guys,
i should be in a good modd coz i just spent fucking 3 weeks with em and tj. ut im not. i feel like fucking shit. dont u hate that. when they were here we did fucking everything, we went to the zoo, palm cove, on a reef trip, cape tribulation, kuranda railway, kuranda markets, skyrail, saw ems relies, stayed at tradewinds, shopped our asses off, went to the movies, bummed around the lagoon, sunbaked, ate alot, slept. and heaps of other shit. it was so much fun. but its just a fucking memory now, coz its fucking over. great. amazing how fucking fast it turns into a memory. they only left this morning.
its just so fucking shit that we have these awesome times, but then we have to be pulled apart fucking all over again. and it never ever gets easier. ever. i know there are good things bout being up here in cairns. a shit load of good things. but there's a shit load of bad things as well.i know i should be overe it by now, i've been living here for almost a year. but im not. and i dont thjink i will ever stop missing the coast. coz its my home. and i miss it alot. and i miss everyone down there. okay, what the fuck ever. im over feeling fucking sorry 4 myself again. its shit. dont do it.
i passed by tae kwon do gradoing at the start of the holidays. im a green belt now. but im taking a break till january. i need a break 4 a while. and i had my COE drama (centre of excellance) audition for yr 11 at the start of the hols as well. i got my letter of acceptance last week! GO SUN! i can't beleiev i got in. i was like omg. its so awesome. im a bit nervous, but it should be alright.
i spent so much money these hols. like hundreds of dollars. its so bad. i have to work for the rest of the hols (heaps) to get sum more money saved up. it sux coz money is just so easy to spend. everytrhing shoudl just be free i think. lol. but seriously, it would be so much better. everyone would be much happier.
okay so neways. im over it. i dunno wat t talk bout mate. im bored as shit. i think i might go to sleep actually, i need to sleep a fair bit to catch up on all the sleep i lost coz of examds and emand tj. lol. neways,.
happy new year and merry christmas guys.
lots of love