Jun 23, 2004 20:50
hey guys
i havent updated in a while
so hnow is things in the world of fucked?
mines ok...it was pretty good up till bout 5 mins ago...dunno why. i juist went from kinda meh, to shit
dunno how that happened
i miss andrew...and Z, and em and tj, and everyone
i havent talked to anyone in so dam long
and i miss everyone so much
coz im all exite bout me coming down in like 5 days, and i have no one to sharee my syconess wit...coz all my friends just kinda look at me and smile. or thy're just like 'we know mhairi'
i dun thuink they quite understand hopw much i miss u guys...
cept mayhap chloe. she understands i think.
she rox my sox
im really sad right now.
i miss home
u'd think i'd be over it by now, but im not. its been like 6 months.
and i know its just me not letting go...but what if i dont want to let go? i know im probly just causing myself more pain, but i dont want to let go of sumthing that helps me through everyday. the memories and people that i hang onto.
theres just so much that time cannot erase.
has no one told u she's not breathing?