updates for the world
2 weeks.
really don't seem like too long does it?
do u know whats weird? im so happy that im coming down. like unbleleivably ecsatic. but im starting to get a bit scared as well. i know it sounds fucked in the head, and it probly is. but im scared that im not gunna be the same.no...i know im not gunna be the same, and im scared people arent gunna like it...and then they'll just member me as that chik that used to be nice, but then she changed.
i dunno.
i had a pretty fun night last night. i had ma friends ova. twas fun. we got a bit tipsy....specially me, coz im so dam cadbury. lol. and emma called. and it was so funny. everyone was just being so funny. lol. emma was like being so funny on the phone 9or just being emma....lol) and chloe was trying to put lip gloss on me but she kept missing, then she wanted to put it on my eye lashes. and it was funny. and polly was just kinda standing looking weird, and marit was lying there laughing her head off. twas funny.
but then i got all sad afta that. but then i was trying to do sumersults and handstands and i killed a spider then i told chloe it was a sausage.
lol
twas funny.
but yer. then i was kinda sad 4 a while, then we watched sum movies, then it was funny agsin 4 sum reason. and yes. then everyone kinda started falling alseep coxz oit was like 3am. lol.
ooo man!
and denver called!
i ahevnt talked ot her 4 soooo dam long!
she's one of my best friends from acting academy. and i miss her so much! and man....it was so good.
and now im feeling kinda saD. i would say why, but then sumone will get angry at me, so i wont.
i really need a hug.
from a friend. any friend.
have any of u ever noticed that a friends hug is different to a families is different to a boy friends is different to a guys hugs?
i do. my favourite r guy hugs and friend hugs. coz they're always the closest and nicest.
anyways im off.
just thought id update.
thought i would love 2 say alot more, but it would hurt ppl, and i dont want to do that.
so bye guys
i love you
xoxoxoxoxo
really don't seem like too long does it?
do u know whats weird? im so happy that im coming down. like unbleleivably ecsatic. but im starting to get a bit scared as well. i know it sounds fucked in the head, and it probly is. but im scared that im not gunna be the same.no...i know im not gunna be the same, and im scared people arent gunna like it...and then they'll just member me as that chik that used to be nice, but then she changed.
i dunno.
i had a pretty fun night last night. i had ma friends ova. twas fun. we got a bit tipsy....specially me, coz im so dam cadbury. lol. and emma called. and it was so funny. everyone was just being so funny. lol. emma was like being so funny on the phone 9or just being emma....lol) and chloe was trying to put lip gloss on me but she kept missing, then she wanted to put it on my eye lashes. and it was funny. and polly was just kinda standing looking weird, and marit was lying there laughing her head off. twas funny.
but then i got all sad afta that. but then i was trying to do sumersults and handstands and i killed a spider then i told chloe it was a sausage.
lol
twas funny.
but yer. then i was kinda sad 4 a while, then we watched sum movies, then it was funny agsin 4 sum reason. and yes. then everyone kinda started falling alseep coxz oit was like 3am. lol.
ooo man!
and denver called!
i ahevnt talked ot her 4 soooo dam long!
she's one of my best friends from acting academy. and i miss her so much! and man....it was so good.
and now im feeling kinda saD. i would say why, but then sumone will get angry at me, so i wont.
i really need a hug.
from a friend. any friend.
have any of u ever noticed that a friends hug is different to a families is different to a boy friends is different to a guys hugs?
i do. my favourite r guy hugs and friend hugs. coz they're always the closest and nicest.
anyways im off.
just thought id update.
thought i would love 2 say alot more, but it would hurt ppl, and i dont want to do that.
so bye guys
i love you
xoxoxoxoxo